hair coloration phobia?

Well; firstly; i;d like to say thankyou to whoever out there who gave me hugs ^^; hontoni arigatou! It made me happy and plastered a wide smile on my face when i see the number of hugs i have in total.

I havent been updating regularly. First guess; you'd probably get it right; JDRAMAS! I havent had any new anime recommendation; so while sticking to jap stuffs; im into jdramas lately- last week- ive completed another drama

Based on a popular manga, Minami (Ito Misaki) is a single 28-year-old office worker in an advertising office. She's very work-oriented and her love is doubted by her boyfriend. One day, she meets Yuya (Kamenashi Kazuya), who is a part-time worker at her company.

From: Mysoju
Pretty interesting story. Well; the whole setup's in an advertising office; somehow exactly how it'd look like inside my mind- the planout for my future career path- "My lu xian"
I like it pretty much; it helps me to understand the lifes of people working under this branch- how they are always brainstorming for new ideas; how they fend off their competitors; the love story between the main lead. The summary didnt really say much thou; So i'd continue where it stop~ Yuya is a very young man {well; his age's not mention- they always label him as punk} somehow falls in love with Fuji; and tries his best to work hard in the company; wanting people to recognise him- I'd day he somehow got irritated by some 'superior' who treat his ideas for a CM as trash; so he somehow got motivated and work hard to prove to those that he is not trash- and at the same time; he falls in love with one of his superior > Fuji Minami. At first; the idea of having Yuya in the company kills her brain or something, as time passes- she starts to understand more about him- {which i suspect} then falling in love with him too. Becos everyone has high expectations from Fuji- she couldnt really be with Yuya- Fuji-san; a workaholic who only cares about work and working by herself is slowly being 'opened' up by Yuya

Erm- what am i really saying; somehow i cant really sum up the whole storyline. x_x|| It was really touching in the end; while everyone thinks that Yuya is still a kid- running away from problems after facing a problem- which is actually not that case- was actually becos Yuya didnt want Fuji to worry about him. And the side story between the Creative director and his daughter was so touching- You'd have nothing to bet; cos yeah- i teared > xD No doubt- cant help it anyway; cos im rather emotional- ¯\(º_o)/¯

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I was blogging half when my brother bugged me into watching The Forbidden Kingdom first so that he could sleep earlier becos he has school tomorrow; and yeah~ im sooo kind.

The film opens during a battle between Sun Wukong, the Monkey King (Jet Li), and heavenly soldiers amongst the clouds. It is then revealed the sequence was a dream when a young teenager, Jason Tripitikas (Michael Angarano), awakens in his room plastered with vintage kung fu movie posters. After getting dressed, he makes his way to a pawn shop in Boston's China town to buy some new Kung fu DVDs. There, he converses with Hop (a prosthetics-laden Jackie Chan), the shop's elderly owner, and, while thumbing through some DVDs, he is drawn to a room full of antiques and notices a golden staff. Hop tells him that the staff is to be delivered to its rightful owner and then closes the door. On his way back home, Jason is attacked by local bully Lupo (Morgan Benoit) and his cronies who force him to take them to the store so they can steal some money from the old man. Feeling betrayed, Hop tries to attack the thieves with the staff, but is shot by Lupo (much to both Jason and Lupo's cronies' shock). He tells Jason that he must deliver the staff to its rightful owner. Jason takes the staff and runs from the thieves. On top of a building, he is surrounded by the bullies, with Lupo warning Jason that he "saw nothing" (out of fear Jason may turn them in to police). Before Lupo can shoot Jason, he is suddenly pulled off the roof by the staff and travels back through time....

From Wikipedia: the whole summary's way too LONG.
I will rate it 8/10- Cos i find that the story's a little too short; and i thought it'd be nicer if the movie's deeper. LOL; but other than that; its all perfect- the 3D graphic's great- Jackie Chan and Jet Li's soo darn funny. HAHA- they are the actors ive watched since im a little kid- Jet Li as Sun Wu Kong- i find that; there's kinda alot of 'remake' stories of those old folk tale about deities and such- well; it's really hilarious. I'd like to watch it again =D \(^∇^)/ { \\m// *kon-kon* }"
Somehow; my brother and I used the theathre room without permission and laughed out really like mad- Really couldnt help it. {mah-mah} the story's really funny. It makes me feel like watching Historical/ancient chinese dramas again or movies like The Promise; cos both slightly has the same feel.

Okay; back to my lately jdrama sort of obession; ive also completed the Jap version of Meteor Garden; its almost exactly the SAME storyline- other then the fact that the Jap version's only 9episodes- most of the important events happened in the TW version happened too- its more like the shortened version to me; but i'll have to say this > TW's Dao ming si's definitely more handsome. LOL! ヽ( ´ー`)ノ

It sounds like; all i could say is just only about dramas huh?
Okay- back to my own life; Mum wanted to go to the saloon today- so i went along; struggling between perming or dying- well; looking at those hairstyles- i was attracted to one of it; which consists of both; but i ended up only dying my hair. Somehow; it feels like i got conned- or maybe i should put it; i was just so stupid not to enquire a little more before starting-
> it turned out what i 'wanted' was just highlights; when i said i want the same hair style/color as the model in the photo. Mah~ i didnt cut short or anything- its the final color that kinda pissed me off-
1. firstly; when my hair's all dried= the colour doesnt look like copper or anything; somewhat yellowish gold?
2. the highlight is not evenly DONE! the lady DIDNT use aluminum foil to cover my highlighted hair; and leave it as it is; resulting some sort of uneven-ness- causing some unwanted parts to be colored too.

ARGH! it seems like i NEVER get things right whenever it comes to dye hair, either too dark- or now as it is; TOO BRIGHT!!



-kay; i will hereby declare; I WILL NEVER DYE MY HAIR AGAIN p(`O´*); other than in another month's time- i would dye my hair back to some natural color. ARGH! now my mother's labelling me a witch... Well; if i'd be a witch; i'd get my hair all silver. instead of somewhat yellowish gold.
argh- it kinda freaks me off when white-colored light shines on my hair; it makes the color looks horrible- well; im lucky that im staying at home most of the time.

On another hand; today's rather cold.... (-_-)zzz

my face' all down the drain

the title says it all! well; if you had chatted with me today; you'd probably already knew what happen neh~ the usuals; i was preparing to go for theory classes today WITHOUT reading any bit of the booklet; *heh* and when i arrived at the driving school; i think there was no one; so-
the 'sensei' gave a suggestion for me to go for an evaluation FOR DRIVING!

I was like- EH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was TOTALLY NOT prepared for it AT ALL. *ta-dam; ta-dam* heart's beating soo FAST! LOL; seriously; i wasnt mentall prepared. {ehtoo- maybe i made a big fuss over it;}
neh~ so; the instructor drove me to somewhere- rather FAR and somewhere with almost no cars.

Frankly speaking; i dont really like her; i think she's not really patient; rather hot-headed! ><

So first thing; change your gear to 1. Step on the accelerator; then slowly; release the gear paddle > step a little harder over the accelerator and OFF you go!! LOL; it sounded really EASY neh~; 'demo' SADLY; it seems like my legs; cant really coordinate. So there it goes; my face all~ GONE! Then; breaks!!! HAHA; again; let go of the accelerator; right foot to the middle; slowly step on it; and left foot step on the gear paddle at the same time > step it ALL the way > change the gear back to ZERO; then ta-daa~ Stopped! BUT again; my coordination's really BAD somehow; I seriously NEED to GET used to it. I keep forgetting and totally let go of the gear paddle and let the CAR JERKED. I was like 'hontoni gomena!'

Second thing; steering wheel! LOL; seriously; i never thought its' rather hard to turn the wheel so many times; ahh~ cant really describe- but i'm really NOT used to it; Somehow; i keep thinking of myself and some of you guyz IN THE ARCADE playing daytona! LOL HAHA- i should go and PRACTISE there! LOL- And learn about th gears stuffs- Well; it wasnt exactly good; but i'd say MUCH better than breaking- LOL;

Seems like; based on the evaluation the instructor gave; im rather good for the theory thingy and NOT the practical one. So- im marked for 30hrs of practical class- zzz; i thought oyaji would kill me; but instead no. But according to oyaji's nakama's wife; they said the boss of the driving school was much better; cos he was more patient and kind; cos he understood the fact about the language barrier and takes time to explain things to us; well- ive already experienced that. My instructor's totally impatient and hot-headed. *bleah- and it seems like shes someone from my former school. bleah- totally bleah;

Humph!! 'boku wa zettai yakirame nai' > i will NEVER give up! I will PASS and get the driving license! HHAA then i will rule the highway neh~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Anyway; last evening; uncle daniel came out along with Jeddie- and i teased him with a basketball along with oyaji! -iiyoneh~ i also want a dog! In yukan club; Jin{miroku} had a collie called Otokoyama! SO KAWAAII! heh! with a little sort of pestering from uncle daniel and well as mine; i hope the house could be able to house a golden retriever of labrador. xD


Jeddie reminds me ALOT of dotdog xD and i miss him soo much!!! well i got some scratches from Jeddie; then again i thought of Amos' Jiajia- he used to scratch me alot too.
neh~ i want a companion too- my brother's too bothersome; too IRRITATING and is one who cant understand SIMPLE WORDS.

Ayway; previously i was saying that im watching Yukan Club; i finished that and now; ive also finished Nobuta wo Produce!! Staring Kamenashi Kazuya, Kimura Yuichi, Okada Yoshinori, Takuma Seiko, Toda Erika, Ukaji Takasi, Yanagita Erika!! OMG- why are jap dramas so short with 10episodes?

Kiritani Shuji is the popular guy who gets along with everyone, from the jerks to the nerds to the just plain weird. The one person Shuji cannot stand is Kusano Akira. To Shuji, Akira is just plain annoying. He laughs, talks and acts funny. Things heat up when a new student comes to school. Her name is Kotani Nobuko, a girl who has no self confidence at all and is content at being made fun of and bullied in school. Shuji and Akira come to an accord that in order to make use of their "youth" they will "produce" Nobuko as the next popular girl. One of the conditions, however, is that nobody should find out that they are working together as a team to make this concept possible. Unveiled here is the story of true friendship between three unlikely candidates who would not have been friends if not given the special circumstances.

Watch it at : http://www.mysoju.com/nobuta-wo-produce/
I will rate it 9/10. Cos the 3 of them arent together in the end >< But the friendship's really great and touching. Friendship = you-jo.
im so hardworking! LOL i hope i get to know a japanese friend in a class or something.
i realised all the jdrama's ive watched are all about school-life: high-schooler. their school buildings are soo NICE! with rooftops; neh~ its my wish to sit on a rooftop at night and feel the breezE! i wanna do that someday. ahh- watching more and more jdrama make me think the japanese really treasures friendship; and i really love all those events they have in school-
ahh- i hope in my next life- i will be a japanese! xD LOL-
janeh!


ARGH~ there's seriously something wrong with blogger; sometimes; a whole chunk of paragraph of what ive just typed go missing!

funny that; it REALLY works

1st. Get PEN and PAPER
2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW
3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS
NO CHEATING! Try this out okay?

1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 to 11 in a COLUMN
on the LEFT.

2. BESIDE the NUMBERS 1 & 2,
write down any 2 numbers; for example; do you have any numbers?

3. BESIDE the NUMBERS 3 & 7,
Write down 2 names of the opposite sex.

4. Write down anyone's name next to 4,5 and 6.

5. Write down song titles next to 8,9,10 and 11.

~finally; in the mail- it says make a wish.

Well- now then; i will expose my answers- Seriously~ and funnily it worked; and explains alot.

1. 7
2. 6
3. Akaneshi Jin
4. Linmin
5. Venice
6. Jean
7. SE7EN
8. Lips
9. Lalala
10. Guren
11. Girls

Well~ for no.3; i put Jin's name cos i just finished watching his drama: Yukan Club.
Now for the explaination= {highlight them to read;}

1. The number of people you must tell about this game is no.2
2. The person's name you wrote in no.3 is the person you love.
3. The person's name in no.7 is the one you like; but could not work out.
4. The person you cared about the most is who you wrote in no.4
5. The name you wrote in no.5 is the one you knows very well.
6. The person in no.6 is your lucky star
7. The song in no.8 matches the person in no.3
8. The title in no.9 is the song for the person in no.7
9. The song title you wrote in no.10 tells you most about your mind.
10. The song title you wrote in no.11 is the song telling how you feel about life.
11. The number you wrote in no.1 is your lucky number.

So yeah~ FUNNILY almost everything fits. But then; Jin's not the one i love; I only like him. xD So yeah~ there's a difference to it. Well- the song Gazette's Guren didnt really tell me about my mind at all; neither does SE7EN's Girls tell me how i feel about life.
The rest's all right. LOL
Like 3) se7en's the person i like but could never work out. LOL! I havent even met him real live yet. How would it work out? Plus he's so much older then ME! 4) and 5)'s correct. HAHA- i didnt know Jean's my lucky star. xD Well- 7) song in no.8 matches no.3 cos Jin's the one who SINGS that song. 8) and the song in no.9 is for the person in no.7; well- SE7EN's the one who sang LALALA!!! and lastly; OF COS; LUCKY SE7EN's my lucky SE7EN!
Haha-
So that's it; it was funny when i go thru the answers. {Chuckling to myself}

Just nice- Gazette's Guren's playing now; really like the sounds of the guitar; the singer's voice too. xD Everything fits nicely- oh- now's Gazette's Regret. Ahh Jap singers always have nice voice. Bleah- my voice's bad for singing- don really like my voice at all. And im all into the Song LIPS {by kat-tun obviously} it's a pop/rock genre i think. It keeps replay-ing in my head; making me wanting to listen to it again.

I such a GOOD GIRL today. Went for theory classes- continuously for 2days; staying for 2 tests too. Ahh- maybe i was little more motivated today becos of the bright sun; =) it makes me happy. ^^ Met someone a little familiar on the way- i think he's someone who used to be in college. yeah- he's smiling at me? .... im like !@#$%^& do i really know you?? Maybe i know why; i guess jeanz hot pants somewhat uncommon here. I was wearing that- people were staring- giving some sort of expression. I find them such an alien. =.= was that the right description? nah~ no idea.

After 2 tests; and went home- webcamed with Jean!! xD So long since i see yah!! Tour-ed her around the house; i wanted to show her the dog who's opposite; but once; i bring the laptop out of the house; everything's too bright to see; furthermore the dog's white. Haha- had a enjoyable chat. Then i went off for dinner- by the time im back- Jean wasnt at her seat. At first i thought she went toilet or something. But then she's away for really long. I guess she probabyl fell asleep in bed. LOL! Gome-na!

Hearing some 'news' lately; somehow it pissed me off-
Previously; I said:

As you know; gems are hard, costly, shiny and beautiful; Do you know what is that gem called?
It's called Friendship!

I want to be that beautiful gem for everyone. Not an english tool to be used; then disposed of. Plus watching Gokusen II- it makes me feel that people here; arent friends at all; how saddening and disappointing. Well- other than those here; i know someone whos EXACTLY like that; no matter the countless time i didnt give up on that person; ma-ma;
'zan-nen-da-gara' i wont do that anymore. Im no longer the carol whom she used to be ~neh!

Neh~ besides; i thought i kinda missed jiji's presence; now- he's all getting fired up with my so-called laptop usage 'day&night' thingy. Well- isnt it better that i stay at home day and night; instead of running out around outside??? Arghh-
Speechless as always. =_=

im being tagged again

Instructions: Remove one question from the above and add in your personal question to make it a total 20 questions.Then tag 8 people in your list. List them out at the end of your post.Notify them in their chatbox tat he/she have been tagged. Whoever does the tag, would get blessing from all.

1. Do you wish to get married?
Why not? xD Then can go honeymoon!! Holiday! Enjoy! xD

2. What is your favourite animal?
Dogs- as a pet > cos they are men's best friend arent they? Loyal and can be a listening ear {thou they might not understand}
Wolves > I thought they're rather cool; Come to think of it; i like alot of animals
Tigers > they are so KAWAII-NE ^^ LOL thou they'll eat you up.

3. Who is the person you trust the most?
I trust people too easy- thus people tend to use me alot; but 'za-nen-da-ga-ra' it seems no matter how many lessons i have; i still do that somehow. =S

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Sometimes; sometimes not; it has to depend on what kind of situation i face. 'ma-ma' too much confidence wont do good; i had a very good lesson x_x

5. If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Sucessful career and a happy life- {simple and clean} 'the basics' =D

6. Are you satisfied with yourself?
Ehhtoo- no one's perfect; so i am happy with myself; I am WHO i AM.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Ehhtoo- the questions use 'WHAT' refers to things or humans; 'ma-ma' i shall edit myself
Things: my laptop; PSP and playstation; and my photoalbum from my beloved tachi-s~ i guess; cant think of anything else.
Humans: 'mo-chi-rom-desu' my love ones. I cant think of what will happen if i ever lose anyone. I'd probably cry terribly.... =X

8. Who do you think is an idiot in your family?
HEH! I'd would say; close friends could answer it for me.
TOM GOH PING YUAN > total 100% BAKA! Who comes to my room; EARLY MORNING and jumps into MY BED; wacking the hell out of me; 'confiscating' my pillow's and blankets? Switching the lights all over my EYES. Bothers the HELL OUT OF ME with his STORY OF MAPLE-STORY {aka tion tion tion} What does that HAS TO DO WITH ME?
During the day; faking/acting out, as if he's about to FALL; purposely INTO MY BED IN HIS DIRTY CLOTHES. At night; comes to room; OF ALL PLACES jump into my bed; and his DAMN BODY HEAT's so strong; by the time i get into bed; i WONT be able to SLEEP; cos it's TOO HOT.
{opps; 'wa-rui' - i rant too much= BUT that's whats happening EVERYDAY; you think i cant take it? NO WAY} 'u-sho-ja-nai' !!!

9. Have you broken someone's heart that he tried to commit suicide?
I think; im just like Linmin; I dont have the power. And i wouldnt want that 'power' anyway.

10. What do you like about yourself?
Hehe- i like my HANDs the most. 'ma-ma' not saying that i took care of it specially; I am who i AM. ;D I like myself as a WHOLE.

11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
Ooh- very similiar to previous's tag by linmin.
-I'd prefer he's rather mischevious and has tons on ideas on his head; which means he gotta be smart. nice body! (tan; muscular, tall, nice hairstyle;)
-charming, someone whos able to make my heart beat like mad- mature, responsible, loyal {who doesnt want a loyal lover?} outgoing, and loves only ME! :D
-if possible; a stable-career.

12. What feeling do you hate the most?
Depression. I'd be soo life-less; like a mindless corpse walking on the streets; it'd last a few days; 'da-ka-ra' i really hate that feeling the most.

13. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
'mo-chi-rom-des', zettai-ni; > of cos; definitely!!!

14. Do you treasure your family?
YES! 'mochirom' xD; jiji- haha- ototo- {LOL; dunno how to spell}

15. What do you dislike the most?
Singapore LIZARDS! slimy shits that totally FREAKS ME OUT. Backstabbers~

16. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
I guess; it'd be my tomodachi-s; if it'd be my 'kachan or oyaji; coffee on the table will be overturned- i guess it'd never work out properly if we talked.

17. What do you regret most in life?
I broke some people's heart. 'hon-to-ni gomenasai'

18. What kind of friends do you hope to be in your friend's eye?
Ehhtoo- some on reliable? {i'd add someone's fun with alot of nutter' ideas}

19. Do you love your friends?
YES! 'zutto-i-shou-ni!' > forever and ever will ;)

As you know; gems are hard, costly, shiny and beautiful; Do you know what is that gem called?
It's called Friendship!

20. Which date you like the most?
Everyone likes their birthdates the most. Me too;
6th August and 25th December > Christmas' really fun for me too; thou i seldom recieved presents; but then the feeling on 25th December's always very nice.

Here are the 8 persons who are invited to do this request by me:
I listed my brother; but i think he'd heck care. Just look out if you saw my request on your tagboard. XD

AHHH- HWEESHENG! You tagger! You're making me wanting to Watch the Young warriors of the Yang Clan AGAIN!

Neh~ this is my 3tagged quiz; i thought its fun doing it; it made me think about stuffs. HA~ But something's weird; cos i copied those questions from Linmin's page; i realised question 8's different. I did linmin's question; cos i had more to write about.
AHh- while typing; i added alot of jap words; Im picking up japanese~ Hehe; self-learning- ive got a textbook on it; and im writing down words while watching dramas- Guess im really into it. xD

Ho~ talking about learning-
Yukan Club episode 7; Mike He' Guest Star- He's SO FUNNY! He's speaking japanese; but then- somehow his acting didnt turn out very smooth- i guess its becos of the language- it's a little weird; but i guess as an actor- he did his best didnt he? Well- there's always room for improvement! And i realised Miroku {Akanashi Jin [KAT-TUN]} can speak english really well. xD Then again; the storyline's soo hilarious! XD Mike's a prince from somewhere- and went out on a date with Karen then prosposed to her. Things are going on all soo sweet- then they're kidnapped- 'ma-ma' i wont say much- but its really hilarious; when we all thought Karen's going to die becos someone shoot her; everyone was crying around her; Miroku was shouting her name; everyone was soo shocked. BUT instead; SHE FELL while walking the stairs; her heel broke! LOL- i was like WTH!!! Then Miroku said 'can i say something?' -it was like 'hey; im the one being shot'- I was like LOL!!!!! he wore a bullet-proof vest- so he's ALIVE. Thinking of the scene makes me laugh like hell again.
Haha- Linmin~ watch it QUICK!

Had ben&jerry; Cheesecake brownie while watching it; woot- really taste like cheesecakke!! AWW- i wanna eat Jean's CHEESECAKE. LOL
YAY! Congratz to myself- im all motivated for my workouts again!
AND soo happy to annonce my server's BACK UP! Working again- i'll have to check thru and fix things up by tomorrow;
im all stuck onto KAT-TUN now~ tsk tsk

So for now;
oyasumi!! jana!

Going BLACK-WHITE

so its my turn for a new skin. and im going BLACK and WHITE. thou- the main polariod's in color mode; which directs your attention to Zack!! WOOT! Zack and Aerith- perfect couple. BUT damn it; they BOTH DIED! Well- Aerith died later in another game though- and Sephiroth killed her- ZZzz; why does all the good people has to DIE?

Well- i did alot of resource research and image research for this skin. Cos i usually plan how i should design a skin before sleep or early morning; when i woke up; dazzling minded- still in bed and think! but then sometimes things didnt turn out how it looks like from what i have imagined.

and DAMN IT!
My webhost SERVER IS STILL DOWN!
it's been a while now; they said 3 days; but now what? it feels like a week already!

that- surely spoils all the mood for the day.

okay~ continue my explaination to this new skin:
.the tagboard's layout changed too! xD But i guess only tagboards from Shoutmix could be in this format. AND a new PLAYLIST. Great music! Be sure to listen to every track. SE7EN's English Song: Girls {Sad to say- its only a PREVIEW} Listening to the song; it clearly and deeply reminds me of SE7EN's style in music. Cant wait for MV's too- I'd hope it'd be filled with powerful dance. And GazettE's Guren. Utada Hikaru's latest album's Flavour of life. KAT-TUN's latest single as well as old ones. Everything's nice ;)
.publishing! one post shown and the rest is replaced by a title that shortens the page load- cos my blog entries always turned out quite long- with all my crapping! Heh!
yeah~ so that's it for the change.

then- the day was kinda LONG and quite boring and irritated by my BROTHER; irritating me with his stories of MapleStory; pestering me to join him at the private server. Im like NO WAY! im not that free! and keeps repeating zillion times during the day! What's the point in playing MS;PS and lvl up to lvl70+ getting the 4th job status in ONE DAY? wouldnt it be meaningless?

thanks to Xero- who explained stuffs about Gazette to me. LOL and recommended me to watch some clips. [cant remember the long title]



first glance; they looked like emo-beings; psychos? weird style,. Guyz who look like girls; with heavy black makeup. One that wears noseband; smokes and sing at the same time in a MV, one of them who wears a hot pants- all the weird weird stuffs. after watching those clips; they are not emo actually; rather hyper- there's Aoi who gets angry easy? Reita who wears a NOSE BAND??!! who's actually quite funny and active- Ruki?? LOL {no comment about him} Kai who LOSE things EASILY {somehow quite funny} and Uruha- the one who wears hotpants {that really makes my hair stand} somehow LOVES alcohol. They're all normal other then their apperance. HAHA-
typing all these; im really laughing like some maniac to myself- yeah~ linmin probably's gonna say im a goner!

LOL XD; those tag's made my laugh like an idiot too. still 'is-it' LOL; HAHA-
Nevermind; im still the carol you know; filled with lame-ness and craps; yeah- that's probably ME! watashi!! xD haa- that was a little off-topic.



KAT-TUN - Lips
That was some nice MV ;D their mics are interesting. LOL-
I just realised- they had some sort of handsigns { \V/ } they'll make a twist sign- just like in Gokusen II- its like kawaii!! and so fun! LOL- its really some sort of my obession into jpop these days- i'd hope it'd stop a little.

But then; for now- im already in bed- blogging and ready to watch a new show!

Yukan Club
Shochikubai Miroku (Akanishi Jin) is the son of a police commissioner (father) and also a traveller (mother). Miroku has lots of connections and is a very good fighter. His interest is his motorcycle.

Kikumasamune Seishiro (Yokoyuma Yu) is the rich son of a large hospital. He also fights as well as Miroku. He is a good fighter with smarts.

Bido Granmarie (Taguchi Junnosuke) is the son of a Swedish ambassador. He's also a playboy, dating many girls at once. Granmarie can't see himself going steady because he thinks the world can't handle it.

Kenbishi Yuri (Minami) is the rich daughter of a world-renowned president of the Kenbishi Business. She loves to indulge on eating. She's also a good fighter, but can never beat Seishiro.

Hakushika Noriko (Kashii Yu) is the daughter of a famous japanese painter (father) and her mother is from a tradition tea ceremony family. Her only hate is men and can get very violent when they touch her.

Kizakura Karen (Suzuki Emi) lives with her mother, a rich jewel dealer. Her dream is to marry into a rich family using her attractive body and style.

Together, they formed the Yukan Club, solving mysteries to pass time.

It sounds pretty interesting. and oh~ Mike He's in it too. Aside from KAT-TUN members xD
{ma ma} im off watching;
Jana!

Cravings

so yeah~ dad's not around over the weekend; he's off to some airshow somewhere in Orange {that's the place's called} somewhat 6hrs drive away from Home. It's a little boring without dad; but it could be a little helpful in someway; for example- the unreasonable power shutdown at 9pm.



they look like some takoyaki- stuffed with rice and fish- 9pieces for like 4euros. Cant say that its cheap- and the rice taste weird- i guess this is the only affordable-type of sushi i get in my area.
i want something like this:


this is more like sushi isnt it? ahh- from ichiban sushi in singapore


my favourite dish- salmon cheese! it may look like a weird combination- BUT the TASTEs' DARN REALLY GOOD..
argghh
looking at the photos make me HUNGRY!!

{photos from here}

and i just realised there's quite a new lists of stuffs i wanted. im into alot of jpop lately; after watching Gokusen 2; with 2 members of KAT-TUN; kame-chan and Jin. it's kinda unusual- i mean normally im more towards kpop then anything. but then lately; im listening to KAT-TUN; totally love their latest single; Dont you ever stop and Lovejuice. And a little Jrock; rather a tiny bit- just 2 songs; from GazettE. Linmin said its okay to like listening the song- but anything more than that would be gone case; LOL apparently; i really liked the song Guren. LOL her comment made me such an idiot in front of my laptop screen. {ma ma} AND i realised; jpop dance arent as 'powerful' as korean's. I suppose that's the difference? Somehow im attracted to kame-chan. LOL {i just cant remember his full name} HAHA- and he's YOUNG! 4yrs older than me. LOL; im already laughing at my imagination if linmin reads this but then again; my mother encouraged me to have a boyfriend who's 4years older then me. HA~
HAHA~ well; no way i'd forget SE7EN. Im desperately CRAVING for his US ALBUM to be OUT NOW; as SOON AS POSSIBLE. that little extract of one his new song Girls; NOT ENOUGH FOR ME. So let's see- there are 3 new DISCS; i wanna get.
SE7EN's 7rythm Concert DVD {ahh- this one's a little too expensive}
SE7EN's US Album
KAT-TUN's third album-
then~ these 2 arent out yet. i'll ONLY have to wait.

vectoring?

ahh-
im glad that ive finally completed my presents for my buddies. which ive planned a few days ago. it's made with love; hoping that you guyz' would smile when you see it. neh~ for what occassion? I have no idea either- anyway; do need any special occasion to give presents to your friends?
im starting out a new series of blogskins design for them-
which turned out really hard-

VECTORS!
ive never thought they'd be this hard!



this is my second piece; i guess both my vectors' not really good at all; i mean- it doesnt really look like the original person. maybe digital painting might be easier. and the most difficult one would be VEXEL- that'd be the last thing i'd try for now-
im stuck on Huimin's vector! OMG~ im feeling soo BAD
honto ni gomenasai; if you guyz are displeased with the vector ive done,

now's my turn to emo-
argh! to make matters worse; my SERVER'S DOWN! im so lucky to decide to switch my blog host under blogger- so that's why you can still see this page! im going to reskin here again-

and it seems like everyone's down too-
everyone's having their problems and all- funnily all at the same time. what a coincidence


mi na san! let's cheer up okay!
now i feel like sleeping- but i will watch 1ep of zettai kareshi first;
and im all stuck onto the GazettE's new song; Guren- tsk tsk; all thanks to Xero. HA~
no worries; i really liked that song; thou its rather sad- but then maybe cos its a sad song thats why i somehow got attached to it?
and lastly;
im craving for icecream- gonna buy a tub tomorrow!

sorry for the inconvenience; if you looking for graphics in the site; they are temporary unavaliable.

my server's down again

ahh- my server's down again
so ive redirected the main page to my blog entries.

so the rest of the section WON'T work.
i wonder when it'd be back up again. ><

anyway-

ive completed something nice today-



my very first vector- not really perfect thou; but i guess it's nice and presentable. thou it didnt really resemble the original person. =X
practise makes perfect!

who is that? hehe~

just make a guess yourself.

just did this out of my little idea of a interesting plan of mine-
which is not yet revealed.

ive totally paused on my digital painting on cloud. =S but i'll continue soon enough i guess

argh-
im in some kinda dilema- wondering if i should change host or not; but if i do; i'll have to re-do tones of stuffs which will make me go nutz- then right at this moment- the server's down!! well; they are saying that they're upgrading the system



whatever-
tomorrow's already friday..

time really flies!

just for laughs?

oooooooooooh yeah~
dunno whether to consider this a prank or not;
it's rather lame to 'fight' with oyaji

he typically shut down electrical power at 9 last night


motive??








so that i wouldnt be able to watch dramas/animes or do anything i want
with my laptop






i mean

it's only 9pm
and the sky outside was still BRIGHT

like day-


how could you expect me to sleep?




instead- teamed up with bro to find electricity supply.
indeed we found one-


but;
while i was in the toilet;
oyaji sneaked upstairs and stole my laptop's charger; using the toilet's flushing's sound to hide his creeking sounds

how sneaky!!

whatever- i wont LOST! zettai-ni NO WAY


LOL-
its not that i will die without laptop you know?








heh~
im picking up alot more of japanese words than usual-


thanks to watching jdramas these days.
any recommendation??

i'd recommend Gokusen-
it's really really touching; and i teared kinda ALOT

The plot involves Kumiko Yamaguchi, the granddaughter of a Yakuza boss. Her parents died when she was younger, and her grandfather has no other descendants, so Kumiko is next in line to head the family business with the title of Ojou. However, her lifelong dream has been to become a teacher. While her grandfather approves of her choice, others in the family want her to become the next boss, especially Tetsu, who is secretly in love with her.

Kumiko (known by her students as "Yankumi") becomes a teacher at an all-boys private high school. Her class is full of delinquents, but she tries her hardest to teach them not just about academics (her subject is Mathematics), but about lessons of life, much like any "dedicated teacher" story. Though she's forced to keep her family a secret from the public, her Yakuza upbringing gives her the strength and the experience to reach out to her students, while also providing comedic relief.

that's the story-
its' really hilarious;

i mean-

there's a scene where by the students gather around and form a circle while 2 students are in the middle fighting with their fits;
and when one's down-
Yankumi was cheering him to get back up and fight?

where would you find any teacher like her?

thou she's like that-
but she's really great! a really really sugoi sensei!




before i continue;
ive come across this-
enjoy laughing!! LOL; i did laugh like mad thou



toilet papers are free arent they?




do you need to plan before slipping? LOL-




who would dare do that?





ouch!!! it'd hurt!






nah~ cheated out of breath?






oh- becos it's crap; that's why those fireworks couldnt WORK! {BAKA!}






if you wanna hurt yourself; go ahead!





ha~





how can you clean the chair and table when you're already DEAD?


LOL-




lastly; enjoy this song




KAT TUN - Dont you ever stop;
i thought the song was nice

happy b.okachan's day

happy okachan's day~
i guess mom didnt even know about it neither; or did she know but kept quiet? {thank you Mabelle for the wonderful kits}
nevermind~ i've scrapped this page for her.



and funnily its all pinkish
well im all blackish-
yet i've gotta say ive got a new set of undergarments somehow pinkish too.
shocking for myself


time for a change? maybe?


last night, a couple of dad's frenz came for dinner;
uncle daniel brought Jeddie along {i dunno how to spell}; a jack russell~
who reminds me alot of dotdog. X) {aww- i kinda miss him too}
kawaii~ne; exploring my house and all; trying to make friends with next door's yorkshire terrier?
soo funny-

and today morning;
had breakfast at mc donalds;



i only have one comment:


lousy




it's seriously lousy!
cos the most important part; they dont have harshbrown! its kinda like the most important food in a mc donald's breakfast set; and they dont have it!
even their breakfast sets are different;
but come to think of it; they only had one set-
it comes with 2pancakes and 1 egg mcmuffin; orange juice, coffee/hot chocolate and a yogart
and that's it
and its like somewhat 10sing dollars-

its all pathetic! ><


i guess when im back in singapore for holiday; i'd be feeling that everything is so cheap comparing it to euro.





then went to the beach- for a stroll with the dogs-
Jeddie, Black Jack and Jackpot! 3 jack russells- not too sure;
it was fun to see them enjoying around

aww-

im hoping for a golden retriever!




ma~ anyway
ive finally gotten a pair of rollerblades!

i'd be off blading somewhere =D

im tagged!

since im being tagged by linmin; no point running-
it could even be fun!
LOL


#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
firstly, probably burst with anger- then demand an explaination.
{isnt that the most probable reaction?}

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
hoho- my dreams are kinda big; that's why i call them dreams.
i'd like to become Louis Vuitton's art director.
{make use of my french language/ enjoy my working time designing}

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
i dunno why; but i'd always thought it'd be in a church; with little kids-
throwing those flowery confetti- sounds of bells and birds.
and filled with alot alot of my wonderful friends and family {of-cos}

#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
probably a little. i mean- i know what's coming up ahead;
but im not sure if i can do it well without facing difficulties.
no matter what; i will have to break those walls coming up!!

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
frankly speaking; i'd prefer he's rather mischevious and has tons on ideas on his head; which means he gotta be smart. nice body! (tan; muscular, tall, nice hairstyle;) {lol~ i bet someone's laughing; if i continue- it'd be overboard} charming, someone whos able to make my heart beat like mad- mature, responsible, loyal {who doesnt want a loyal lover?} outgoing, and loves only ME! :D

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
of cos; it'd be being able to love someone and at the same time being loved by someone.

#7 if the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for him/her to change his/her feeling?
nah~ i wouldnt do that. it could be a waste of time. i'd rather spend more time on friends =P

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? Wait for him/her to break up?
it's evil to tink like that! i wouldnt want to break up other's happiness.

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
YES! DAMN IT!-
everyone flied my kite. all holiday plans for 5days are cancelled!!
*sobsob*

#10 what do you want most in life?
being sucessful?

#11 is being tagged fun?
oh yeah! i mean; for someone like me; goes around and read- the tagger's answer and laughs to herself; so yeah- its FUN XD

#12 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
1st 5yrs = study like hell?
next 5yrs = work hard to aim for what i want?

#13 who is currently the most important person to you?
family, friends!
oh- i wanna add in, ZACK FAIR! {go ahead and laugh =D}

#14 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
a bestie of a kind =D
whom i bully alot; i mean- by teasing. and tons of teasing. i wonder if she can take it.
gomenasai oneesan- you know; im just playful and sometimes
rebellious
XD


#15 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
i wouldnt mind being rich but single. just do whatever i want to. help the poor? donate money and do charity.
married and poor would be alright with me too- because even if im poor, im not alone-
i have someone by my side to stand by me and give me the support that i need.


#16 what's the first thing you do every morning?
this is a good question.
firstly; cancel handphone's alarm- drop back to sleep.
secondly; 1)my brother comes in and jump into my bed- putting his whole weight on me
or
2) my brother switches on the light and shines them on my eyes
or
3)my brother snatches all my blanket and pillows away

consequences = i'd scream and shout and !@#$%^ like hell early in the morning
and tries to go back to sleep.
{no JOKE! its' seriously like this EVERYDAY}

#17 would you give all in a relationship?
yeah- everything.
hold on a sec- maybe the relationship with my brother's a little hard.
i probably would only give 70% of my all-
looking at how badly he treats me. ><

#18 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
nah~ im not so greedy to like 2 person.
but im greedy to like alot of characters {Zack, Cloud, Sephiroth} LOL- but its not the same thing.
so this question is inapplicable..

#19 what type of friends do you like?
fun and funny peeps. friends who have the same interest or not doesnt matter- if they have; its just a bonus point. XD
lovable, understanding friends
and obviously not friends who will 'use' me to achieve anything. >.<

#20 if you played a prank on someone, & he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
if its a cyber-prank- i'd probably be laughing like mad or like a baka in front of my laptop' screen.
if its a normal prank-
i'd still laugh like mad-

let's see who can i tag?
no-one; those that i can tagged- are tagged by linmin already.

and it seems like my answer's are rather long





*****




so yeah- the 5days holiday started-
but im stuck at home instead.
....
its soo boring-
instead i spent almost half the day posting forum posts at animepaper's
vampire knight group- well; at least it was fun-


watched bleach-
i was like XD couldnt stop my laughter; it really feels like its been a long time since ive watched bleach; i guess now's another time for fillers again..
but i suppose its not that bad- so it's quite alright..

ohh- and i found another manga to read;
honey x honey drops
the storyline's soo funny. XD

Hagino Yuzuru is a common girl who takes a normal course of Hojo High School. When she works part-time job during summer break, she makes trouble with Renge Kai of the Kuge course which many rich people take. After the summer break, she finds that she was chosen as Kai's "HONEY". The HONEY is a partner of a MASTER, a Kuge course student, to take care of him until he graduates from the school, and the HONEY is chosen from the normal course student. The HONEY is exempt from paying tuition fee. It is a fascinating condition for Yuzuru because her family is badly off. However, if she quits being HONEY, she will be expelled from the school. Getting involved with Renge Kai, one of the special students, could be a big mistake for Yuzuru.

from wikipedia.
HAAHA- Renge Kai; im quite in love with him myself while reading the manga.
i really like his character. =D
so i can say this= i'd like a boyfriend like him. cos he's very caring afterall-
ahh- now i gotta wait for people to scan it and translate it.
its' all the waiting again!
waiting is so miserable. =S

on another hand; im also reading alot of these short stories-
they are kinda funny XD
now i have no idea on which anime to watch;
i thought of trying DeathNote-



See this!
My crisis core; my game's already here-
and im trying to play slowly;
i wonder what will happen to me when i completed the game.
i'd be SAD *sobs*

and ive added 6 songs from Crisis Core's OST
simply love it-

and im all motivated to make a new wall for my desktop
which is deeply inspired by a wall i saw at animepaper;
i might be able to stare at it for a long time too,
and i actually- digi-paint a photograph of the interior of a church-
but in the end; it couldnt be seen much.



but i still love it. =D
i'd probably add it to my site's collection too.

*screams*

AHH!!!



OMG!


the upcoming holiday plans...
are

cancelled!





argh! Now what? damn it! i thought it was so good to be able to go on a long holiday for..
5 days! NOW-
its all CANCELLED! WTH
everyone 'flied my kite'


seriously!
it freaks me out. i was all prepared
now its all cancelled!

now mum's all kicking me to go for my theory classes-
argh~ and there- one thick-skinned skin requester who wants me
to change the background color for the skin.
it kinda boils my blood to pester that much-
perhaps i should change my skin requests rules.

argh~
what a damn week-
yet its only the beginning.

{ma;ma}
on the good side; i've finally recieved
linmin's missing letter!!

so now~
i'll have 2 special letters to reply!
one for venice
one for linmin~

i guess i'll do some planning on the design XD
oh well~ ive already completed one- but not yet for the contents.

change of plans

its funny to say that im a litte skin-crazed today.
broke my record and made 3 skins that's added on to the site, which i could say~
how unusal

ha~ and 3 peeps told me that my site's cool
which really brightens up my day!
**huggs** thanks!




im motivated to do tones of stuffs!! but- i guess somehow it just couldnt really do it-
becos of the fact that im being dragged {in my head} by the driving theory!!
ARGH!!!
ha- its been a week since my last class- i'll be dropping by again tomorrow.


ahh!
i love my latest Max;Changmin's skin~ becos of the little vector
i draw in illustrator.
cant help it but to find it cute!! XD


and ive turned it into an avatar too.

Let's see; i wanna DRAW! draw something!! oh well~ Zack to be more precised.
See what i saw on deviant art to make me motivated?



i'll have to say! This LOOKS soo great!!
ZACK ZACK ZACK!! omg! ZACK!
LOL- im a little off by my self. I'll dig some time out for this; but i guess i cant really draw that well- and its been a while since i drew!
and oh~ i even had a drawing request by Sarah; which i havent start of cos.

ahh- how much i love zack man!

oh~ I just realised how many hugs have increased. Since i last saw~ it was 10; then 20 and 21 today!!
Thank you visitors/readers/requestors! ~ who ever you are? XD

And there- i said;
there's a change of plans. not going to Nice anymore-
ahh- its a little sad to hear that im not going to that beautiful summer place; but now im heading north to Germany!! Whooo

the place that i'll be visiting isnt 100% confirmed! but i know i might probably be able to meet up with my german friends~ If they remembered me. HA~
no more beach~ instead shopping might have been much better-

bah~ there's not much of sun today either! it was raining in the morning!!!
._. it clearly spoils everything

its been long since im on this VK wall- i guess i'd change it SOON~
i kinda have an idea for my next wall.

right now- i'd be jumping into my bed watching MAR~ gosh! my brother watched even faster than me!

Cafe?

summer surely feels good-
cant help it but to say it again and again! How long has it been since ive felt the heat?? it's almost 7months! and wow~ what a number!!

so in the end, on saturday- my family did go to town afterall~ especially after my bragging and stuffs. of cos; during a time like this, it'd be better to be under the sun than under the roof right??

first stop: eurasia!
there's only one word about my visit there; which was 'SUAY' i mean~ totally 'suay' cos they've only left with 3 cans of green tea!
HOW'S that pathetic 3bottles gonna satisfy me? I had no chance either to ask if they had stock or something~ everything was at the shelf- DARN!


~then
it's ZARA. sales isnt going on. nothing to shop, but the prices of jeans are surprisingly cheaper than singapore and cheaper than what i'd expect. As if i could buy either- window shopping at Bordeaux Lac shopping center was too fast- i didnt stop by Ben&Jerry's coffee shop for ice cream neither-

Last stop at bordeaux before driving home's city center:streets! Hopped by bodyshop to check things out- and not surprisingly there's not alot of people in town. They probably headed to the beach instead. And went to Mc Cafe for 'tea'
been a long while since i drank Cafe Mocha!! Totally in love with it~





the taste's great! I never thought Mc Cafe's cafe mocha would be so nice. XD Or is it becos i hadnt had one for too long?? it was actually really easy to make that pattern on top! which deeply reminded me of Coffee Prince; which actually triggers something on mum too.
oh yeah~ Venice mentioned about a french pastery~ Macarons; Mc Cafe's selling 5pieces for 5.95euros


what are macarons??




there!! {X} tiny yet colorful burger-like pasteries; mom offered to buy to try out- but nah~ i didnt get those. instead; i had the classics: moelleux au chocolat XP
chocolates chocolates and chocolates!

i'll definitely gain alot of extra weight =X

before heading home; went to hyper U for groceries and culture plus to get papers!! =D
I've a fun idea about that. ~snigs~


today!! joined my parents and their friends to sunday market for breakfast! Hoho- Cacoa drink was delicious but it wasnt enough for me. =S Ordered another cup of Cappucino!

hooho-
another coffee drink~
taste great but i'd prefer mocha more!


oh yeah~
ive a great news:

upcoming thursday till monday- i will be missing in action and off to Nice! Southern East of France. Watched Mr Bean's holiday?? He was going to the beach Cannes? yep im going there! slightly further; NICE! YES!!
Cant wait for it. It'd be my second time there!!
and FEEL the SUN!


i wanna get tanned!!


oh yeah- i forgot to mention;
ive changed my blog page to blogger page instead of my cutenews;
if you'd like to link directly to my blogpage- {which i dont encourage}
it'd be:

rants-or-delights.blogspot.com

ahh- cant think of anything nice; only that.

Feel the sun! Part I

Ahh~~~ the weather's good!!!!!!!!!!!!! TOO good, and makes me all happy! That's why i said feel the sun!! Unlike singapore, the weather here's all dry- so even its hot; the feeling is different. And just upon typing- i just realised how much more i sweat today. Which was soo usual- cos i hardly sweat. No idea why. I want it to be warmer!! LOL- somewhere ard 26 to 28degrees, and it'd make me day.
Today could almost say its my first time going out with my friends here. How weird, they definitely dont have the same usuals as singaporeans.
Well- the best thing was i was LATE. {Gomenasai} I didnt mean to be late. I mean- the transport here works really weird- i dont even know how to go to beach by bus- nor how the bus works. But i know there's a busstop near my house. Checked the timing- the destination; [wrong] not the correct stop. ><


As requested for photos!!
There you see, clear blue sky and all- great temperature.. {scrapping explains it all} And the bus intervals are like 1hr! So if you miss it, and that's it. In the end, i walked back home and changed to a sleeveless top- then rush off to train station.
I ALMOST missed it too!! When i arrive, the train already arrived, and i hadnt get my ticket yet! I was like, OMG!!! The machine was there- i was clicking like mad- then hop onto it, and there it goes, the train's on the way already- if i was any second later- i'd probably walk home instead. But in the end, i still reached the beach, Arcachon.


Taaada- it's a little rude to take photos there i guess- i mean there are people who were half-naked tanning on the beach- but anyhow; since requested i managed to take some. Introducing Aracachon- a little town further from my area; La Teste and the nearest beach- It actually stretches quite some long distance- and see that little house building?? It's actually a merry-go-round, Carousel. Ahh- i should go on it some day XP {jeez; thou im no kid, but its fun}


My friends and I are sitting on some sort of bench that separates the pavement and the sandy beach- so we're somehow higher- that this'; shower is in front of us. Which didnt work- before this 2 little kids- there was 2 'handsome' guy as labelled by Sarah- who came by. LOL
Talking about handsome-ness; those 2 ladies are talking soo much about handsome guyz that make my chuckle like mad in some way- it seems like that's the only thing they know how to do.


Candy camera. The one in blue's called Alexica and the other's Sarah- oh; see that bench thingy?? Haa- and behind; there's lotsa people walking around. And on the beach; there's alot of families and little children, i was wondering if their parents need to work???


This time round i'm included into the photo!! Haa-
Didnt really have alot of photo either- cos Alexica didnt like taking photos- what a pity.

Well- i had a strawberry milkshake from the Coffeeshop; but i guess i made a big mistake; the taste's a little weird and too sweet! No idea why i didnt get the chocolate one instead- had a scope of chocolate icecream too-
and oh- ICE CREAM; I just realised that tub of Hagen Daz' Midnight Chocolate Cookies was nicer than Ben&Jerry's Chocolate fudge brownie! LOL- that comment was a little lame/off-topic.
Strolled along the streets- then when in to a perfume shop. Sarah wanted to get a sample of one the MALE perfume. HA~ I guess she's really into guyz- desperately hoping to find a handsome boyfriend or something. Then she went showing us, rather let us smell one of the guyz' she liked- I was like WHAT?? You really are that free to find out what perfume guyz use??? HAHA- i was shaking my head laughing out-
ahh- i just realised that i forgot to tell her that i saw the guy at the beach a few weeks before at arcachon beach- she'd be shocked to hear that- and if i tell her; i know his best friend- she'd be like WHAT?? why didnt you tell me?
LOL predictable reaction. But i guess it wouldnt work- cos those guyz- pretend not to know me; thou we used to be in the same class- alot of them are like that- they'd just pretend that they dont know me; but then now that im returned; i guess they changed their attitude slightly, thou they still somehow ignored me but they are actually staring at me. Im like, !@#$#!!! Perhaps becos i looked too different to the Carol that they used to know or something.

Took the bus home at 18H05- and reached my stop- got off and walked back home. Alot of cars by the side- then there was one of them slowed down- and tried to talk to me i guess- cos music was on; HA! You bet; i couldnt hear anything else other than my songs. 2 guyz in the car, they were like laughing or something then waved hi to me thru the side mirror. I was like.. HAHA- who are you??
But on another hand; SOON- i'll be like them; on the car- and MYSELF. So i guess it'd be the next summer- or this year late summer before i can drive solo-ly.
Then.. after a while, it was Dad's car driving pass- i was like; LAME!! So in the end- dad fetch me home by that 100meters or something.
That's my day!!

JEEZ! Tomorrow's weather's gonna be soo damn good; yet it seems like the family's not going to town any more.
ARGHHH!! What am i supposed to do?? I wanna go walk around!!
Feel the SUN!