on track?/time?

argh!! YESASIA's delivery's LATE!!! Those CDs couldnt have gone missing have they?
Its making me worried. =_=||||
I want to get them as SOON as POSSIBLE!

So yeah; its summer officially; and the first 2 days' really hot. Science saying Hot air rises; and cold air sinks right? I can really feel it now; cos im always on top; and mum's cooking-air always goes up to the second floor making the 2 floor damn puffy/heaty! x_o {how lucky}
And mum told me there's 3 fans in the house! *yay!!*
I dont have to shift my bed to my brother's room anymore for the sake of the fan; then ended up got tortured by his pillow attacks.

> Seriously; who would enjoy that? I cant even sleep properly with my brother imitating Bleach's Bankai Zanpatoku with bosters =_x It really makes me go !@#$%^&*
Whatever you can think of it that i'd say. Its totally lame and kinda unbearable.

Saturday; my parents "flied my kite" about going to the beach. TT_TT"" I wanna get tanned. Which obviously they didnt agree. Looking at myself in the mirror; ive turned back to white; which i totally HATE it. What's so good about being so fair? Then again; who would be going to the beach with me? I hope everyone's here with me; lets go to the Arcachon beach....
Then *yeah!!!* Singaporean youngster beach outing. LOL; that'd only happen in my lalaland.

Those french are so unactive. =_= they really just sit there on the sand; talk? and sleep?? I missed that outing that we went to Sentosa and played Captain's Ball?? Haha- Its been SOO LONG. Let me think; it was on th 19th May 2007- i suppose so.







I wanna go back to those times.

Heh! I guess my summer will be gone pretty fast and lonely +_+ ; my family arent any sun-lovers except me..



Arghhh....
whatever., cant do much either can I???


Yesterday's driving pretty exciting. LOL Cos ive started with the accelerator and breaks. Somehow towards the end of the second-half of the hour; im almost able to "catch" the feeling on when to break. LOL.I have no idea how to explain; but i guess the teaching way here is totally different from singapore.
I cant wait to get my license; then I'd be able to go to the beach; alone- i guess; but better then nothing. Ive been dreaming alot about having a golden retriever lately. LOL-
Hhaa; dad's kinda not soo against the idea of it; mum showed no interest as usual...

Well; i snapped some " fun " photos last night. Haha- It was funny.


WHAT? LOL; that's my usual saying. Haha-


~random picture. Rather; i love those new sketch doodle brushes i found. *Shh; that's a secret; im not sharing. LOL search yourself!!!*


Icon faces. Some; doesnt look like myself at all. Tsk-tsk; and YAY! my hair's longer!! LOL- i wanna try some curls; but i lost my curler. =_= No idea where is it.

Last 3hours of spring!

yooo-shi; its the last 3hours of spring then it'd be summer officially. Meaning tomorrow.
Its 10pm now and the sky's still bright; well; a gradient of somewhat babyblue to purple.
gradient < sounds soo photoshop.

im totally slacking today. got excited for the episode of naruto which ended like in a flash. (T^T) the only thing i could follow momentary was Chrno Crusade; where Tom's bugging me to watch.
" Hai Hai; wagata " > im watching it. i finished Trinity Blood last evening; vampires; Crusnik.. interesting stuffs; {im starting to tink do vampires exist??} Its partly a fact that im watching too much anime/mangas to be labelled as " otaku " by both XZ and Linmin. " hi-do-i "
Come to think of it; i recalled a memory when i as a child thinking that the age of vampires are already over.

Alright; its been sometime since i blogged; i cant be saying about those crappy stuffs should i??
My second hour of driving was on tuesday > and it turned out that that SULKY obasan was my instructor. (¬_¬) How lucky. It was awkward with her; the car's all silent; all she said was- turn left or right and nothing else. How boring. Well; she brought me somewhere rather far; im pretty sure i improved. She said could turn well but- i cant drive straight on a straight line. HA!

Yesterday was my third hour. And it was kinda shitty with that instructor i had. She was the one whom i had that threw away all my face (=.=)" I gotta say shes really strict; about those cross arms while steering. I will have to cross for the sake of crossing. But hey; this time i could drive straight. LOL! that's an achievement!!! But then; all of the sudden my instructor broke down and cried. She asked for 2mins break to have fresh air. I was totally stunned. I mean; i didnt drive badly did i? I just merely did a turn nicely; not hitting down trees; {that'd be serious if i did. i'd be marked FAIL instantly.} I came up with some totally unlinked reasons- which is totally crap when i found out the reason later.
The reason: she's under depression with her work; and her boyfriend is moving..
" Ma- " we finished our 1hr lesson. I returned to the office to get appointments; but in the end; i cant get anything becos there was a lack of instructors.

Well; its said that in the next lesson i should be able to start with accelerators and breaks.
(^ω^)V \\m//*kon-kon* I cant wait for that.

And tomorrow's SUMMER! YAY! the temperature's getting HOT!

Last spring weekend

argh; DAMN this HELL WEATHER! its the LAST-o SPRING weekend and theres no sun; nor hot temperature; instead the wind's kinda chilly and cold.
Totally nothing like ive anticipated. @-@

BLEAH~ this summer doesnt sound very good; rather doesnt feel very good. ><

yesterday; at least there was the sun out of the clouds and no rain. i was even playing baseket ball with my brother outside the house; rather within the house compounds; cos there was a build-in baseketball pole; just practised passes- more like trying to hit each other as hard as possible and challenge who could get the most throws. LOL
come to think of it; its my first time playing basketball with my very own brother. how weird. evening went blading around- somehow my ankle got " cut " or something- i lost a layer of my skin; now it hurts like mad when it comes in contact with water when i bath =.=

today!!! i spent almost the WHOLE day figuring out that damn javascript for my new skin for FW skin datebase. it nearly killed my brain and motivation to continue working. but i got it in the end; trying out different stuffs- but then- now it seems like MY dreamweaver is acting all weird;

>> evening: BBQ at auntie cindy's house.
the food's great! too bad i didnt get a chance to try out that Red Cherry liquor thingy that uncle daniel brought. well; its a typical aunties' gathering.. and their conversation about their fanatics over mahjong. -.- whats so fun about it??? im totally not into it; all i could do is listen- if Jeddie was there; i'd feel happier.

ahh- saturaday really exercised alot; while shooting goals; i thought of the times where 5s1 gather and played captain's ball. team's normally better with derek around for the males side {cos he's the tallest; and has big hands to snatch the ball first} - and beware of iskandar's throws {cos he throw madly? LOL} girls side: lixuan, emily and venice can never be in the same team. HAHA- cos they are the most powerful girls!! HAHAAA- i wanna play captains' ball again.. its been SOO LONG!!!
really miss you guyz!!! 5S1~~~

Official Driving Practical

Woohoo; okay; today's the day; my official practical starts. I sound all high on the topic myself. HA! Okay; the appointment's at 2pm; right before it i was somehow complainining to linmin about being all tensed up and " kan jiong " Haha; to make matters worse; the weather isnt making things any better.
Okay; so i left the house; head on to auto-ecole; this time round; its another " sensei "; she's 100% much nicer than the previous one; she's funnier- more relaxed; more forgiving and of all points; she's really patient. With the language barrier where i couldnt catch a couple of vocabulary words; shes nice to explain it all to me;
To start off; she explained about how to handle the steering wheel properly. Those ticking turns {what is it called in english?? I only know that they are called " clignotants " } HA- the rules; etc-
so drove off and explore; well; im the one to control the steering wheel and she would be controling those gears and paddles {its 2 sided drive} At the beginning i couldnt really " catch " the momentum of the turns; but then towards the end of the lesson; i was doing much better and could turn properly without having trouble with the steering wheel. Come to think of it; its quite fun. LOL! And the key to it; was look FAR ahead and don look at your hands. HAHA-

I feel so glad that i didnt throw my face soo badly like last time. But im a little tensed; and " sensei " keep saying " zen!! zen " LOL; thats sooo funny.
Looking forward to next practical on tuesday!
Now its time for BED! " ja-ne "

Refreshed!

oh yeah; firstly;
YAY! JEAN! i finally got your mail; so u did hide something along with the mail too.



" arigatou " !! ^^ its a bit tight; but still can wear; i will post photos someday when i wear that out.

On another side; im BACK to normal after my " depression " over lack of ideas yesterday.
Thanks a million to Xuan Zhi and Linmin; for chatting with me! And as well as Hweesheng, NCG and Zhenfu!! It was really ALOT of fun when i started the " trend " to pretend as Linmin; then Xuan Zhi, HweeSheng and Zhenfu- maybe we should do that more often. Using the same names; we could " soot/suan " each other; BUT- cos we know each other too well to know who's who. HAHA-- its really FUN! If we could all connect our webcams; it'd be better. HAHA-

So; yeah- chatting with XZ; crapped out alot; but somehow triggered my idea cells and i became inspirational again. LOL!
And i came out with this fresh new look! Kingdom Hearts!!! I havent even touch the CD in the cupboard; speaking of which; i just printed out 93pages of its Guide; {just in case} LOL- It'd come in handy.

Just love my new ideas on this fresh new skin! Crushed paper texture and the colors! As well as those dotted lines; and a NEW tagboard;
yet it feels so dead here; i wonder where are all my " dachi "s' gone. LOL


Tomorrow's the DAY!!
My official PRACTICAL for driving. I wonder how am i going to handle the car? Gotta refresh my head on the steps. LOL; giving a thought about it; i always said i cant believe myself being 18 in august. But then now that im taking my driving license; i guess- its just like im queueing up on a bridge to cross over and get a certificate stamp " you're now an adult officially " which fits to me taking my driving license, so once i get it; it'd mean i crossed the bridge and got that stamp and i'm an adult already. Does it make sense???? LOL-

Funnily; my PARENTS cant wait to kick me off to auto-ecole {driving school} especially DAD! getting all OVEREXCITED alone. >< Which doesnt make SENSE at all.

I just realised; whether sun's really good; my mood feels good afterall and tend to smile automatically. LOL; thats a good sign isnt it?

I started my artbook which is like somewhat A4 size; i guess it's a little too big >< and my first drawing will be ZACK without fail. LOL- next it'd be Prince from FF XIII. Seems like im labelled as a 100% Otaku by my "dad" and my oneechan. But i gotta defend and say im only 1/4 of being an otaku; not the hardcore ones. They even get worried for me towards me huge attraction and liking towards FF characters instead of real males. {LOL!; my types are hard to find}

Im completing 1 Pound Gospel Jdrama after watching the LAST episode and last part of the video and got hooked on with Trinity Blood; i guess- after watching SO many animes and jdramas maybe i should open a section at FW called Reviews. LOL;
Then again; i feel like opening a section to my photoshop brushes. ah-- dont wanna think so much about it.

On another hand; helped out ben on some ideas! I really hope it'd work. Haha- i kinda find him so lucky to attend lessons despite his business; i kinda wanna be like that. Well; i guess my time will come in september~ By then i guess i already know how to drive???

I dunno what im feeling either- excited? not really; streess?? neither; scared? " zen zen " not at all; tensed up > probably thats the right word?

Lastly; Ive been hired at Flight Seventeen as one of the graphic designers! woo- means more " job " for me. Ha~ unpaid thou.
Well; FW has totally no requests lately. I wonder why?? It seems like the no. of visitors dropped alot too. I gotta promote FW around!! and FIX things up; FW is never really complete to me > and i just realised that. LOL {how Slow}

probably burning like mad

Argh; just like what the title says.
im probably burning like mad on the insides without really getting the " feel " on the outside -okay- it didnt really made any sense.

firstly; i totally had no luck for shopping yesterday; which spoils all the mood- plus all the additional totally unreasonable " laws " implimented by my parents to get me START on my practical driving on the FIRST of JULY- if i fail to do so; i wont be able to log on to anything till i get my driving license; im like ==.== Im not the one who DECIDES that; whatever. i'd just do what i can- i shall bring out that rebellious spirit to get my motivation to work;

there was also another fact about me writing letters then sending them to singapore. yet again; to them; they think im childish; wasting time and money- instead- i should concentrate more on my driving license; arghhh- i tink if i go on; readers would probably go zzzzz*
seriously im like " wth " why are they WAY too much " excited " over my OWN driving license when im not EVEN that enthusiastic. p(`O´*) All i could do was to keep my cool and my silence; (o`з´o) What more could i say either? In the end; they'd say i only know how to spend their money and wouldnt be thankful -blah blah blah- im still 17; i aint got a job; no money without parents; how can i pay back now? It' still be some long way before i could do that; and i plan to payback my thankfulness/gratefulness in my OWN WAY- so why hell nag so much about it; how much more could i do anyway?

WHATEVER! o(>.<)o if not; there'a another rule to watch tv together everynight; like real i'd really do it- i guess > especially what just happened.
*bleah they are the ones who broke the promise and wouldnt apologise; ME? " tashikani " i did break promises; but i apologised right? unlike them. p(-.-)p"

argh-- i think im totally " burnt " this weekend; much- i couldnt really voice it all out anyway- then there's another asshole treating me as HIS TOY cos his own toy got confiscated....
That totally served HIM RIGHT.
and IM NOT that TOY; i gotta figure out a way to get a key and lock up my room in the morning- best do it tonight;

On the bright-side; ive made Emily's skin ^^ as for Hweesheng's skin; > " your LIVERPOOL FC's still NEW! So you wait. " LOL; haha- after another 2weeks or something. LOL
Come to think of it; Now that my blog's separated; there should be 2 looks rite? LOL- Well; that gives me another chance to change my own blogskin. Haha- Just like what Molly's doing;
I think- i'd say Molly's my new webfriend; she seems nice ^^ And im soo stupid to make a mistake on her requested skins.
Talking about skins; how saddening- im hoping that one of my skins get SOTD. It seems like; some users really get SOTD really easy; unlike mine.
" Gambarimasu " *power-up*

Work harder then; maybe i might be able to get SOTD on one of these days. It seems that visitors like my site someway. *yay* that makes me happy. It's like the fruit of my hardwork; where those under my roof doesnt understand a single thing no matter the zillion times i explained.

Getting all depressed all by myself; tsk tsk** that's nothing good;

AND sadly; it seems like this year's SUMMER is a BAD summer- i mean; i want HOT temperatures and bright SUNNY day everyday; BUT then; now which is already the second week of JUNE; the weather's not getting ANY BETTER, zzzz-

for the good news for myself; kingdom hearts III : Birth by Sleep is ON PSP! WOOHOO! Its really good to know when there are games from SquareEnix that's released on PSP. Im soo glad that i have one; Maybe its time for me to get serious with Zack and complete the game one shot for good; despite the length of the game:


Such a battle in the middle of the battlefield;

And funny that i get all excited that KH III's on PSP when i didnt even play the first 2 on PS2. HAHA- Well; i have alot of Games to complete.

" ja ne "

a new name

i never thought i'd have a new name for my blog. Heh~ infact; ive been wanting to blog for the past few days; but somehow i got caught up with some " workload "; which caused the current emptiness.

im glad to say; my wanting list's going to be " an item lesser " again. KAT-TUN's third album is out; and ive placed my order for it at Yesasia.com ^^

I ordered these 2 and got a free gift; i chose a bleach toy- i hope i didnt make the wrong choice; haha- i'd be glad to get any character; well- other then the humans; i wanna shinigamis. LOL

Im so jap-crazed recently that i havent keep in contact with kpop new release; haaha- but now; ive got myself updated with a couple of new songs;
TaeYang;s solo debut! It's awesome man; "mah- mah" he's afterall SE7EN's junior- of cos he's good!

I'd say im a 100% SE7EN fan; 80% KAT-TUN and Bigbang fan; cos i will always look out for them; and i still like Gazette; ^^ Linmin seems so uneasy with me liking Gazette cos of their outer appearence. LOL " Never judge a book by its cover! " Haha


Taeyang - Look at me.
I love how the beginning starts; those dance moves and 3 different girls. This one's totally SE7ENish! Somewhere near the middle/ towards the end of the MV; th e dance style and well as the music; its totally SE7ENish to me. It's definitely my type of music. \\m// *kon-kon* Haha-


TaeYang feat. Teddy - Prayer

I dont get it why kpop and jpop dance's soo different. Korean ones are filled with powerful moves~ which is soo unlike the japanese style; that's the part i love most about korean music; good music often comes with superb dance cheoreography; which will lead to my own depression- *haiz* i really needa give up dancing do i? Or self-learning- i guess thats the only way; but what i really want is the atmosphere; in a dance studio with alot of fun-loving friends; training hard and practise hard for those moves; i could never attend classes like that. =.=


SHINee ~ New SM Entertainment Boyband; which means; TVXQ's juniors!
The song's nice; ^^ actually new songs can be addictive! LOL~ but sometimes it'd only last a while. I like their footwork; i wondered if Uknow cheoreographed any part of the dance?

what am i blogging actually? arghh~ my brain aint functioning properly- i know i have more photos to posts; but they are mainly photos of mine. LOL; it'd make it how " zi lian " i am.
i'd just go back to work; but before; i'd take my shower first! LOL~
i cant wait to go OUUT somewhere tomorrow; i hope mr SUN is out with his sunshines!!
Enjoy the MV's! pm me; if you want the songs! ^^

Weekend in the mountains

Okay- so the weekend in the mountain's over! Well; ive scrapped up about a dozen of photos- now; im kinda running low from ideas.

Saturday Morning Meeting Point : Hyper U Car Pack; Time : 8am

Woot-my family's not the first there; there's about 40people going whom are dad's colleagues as well as their family. The weather's great; there's the sun~ temperature's all nice and cool. ^^
By the time everyone has gathered and ready to set off; it was around 8.30
and there are like 9cars- all Singaporeans. LOL- kinda cute in someway; yet troublesome and funny.

Driving journey was like 3~4hours. But it passed really quickly- Dad bought an adapter so that i could have power supply for my laptop- the night before; ive loaded ~7episodes of Get Backers- and 1ep of 1pound Gospel. But then- the journey was long enough for me to complete watching everything. LOL, had short toilet/breakfast breaks too-
So- the first place we were heading was

Les Grottes of Bethehem {not sure of the spelling}


So that's it; the air was a little more humid inside- and a little more chilling then it was outside. There's alot of funny shapes of those stones-



As explained~ the missing fingers and a leg!
Okay~ see that train thingy? Well; before the train ride; there was a boat ride; which was really pathetic- why? because it covered only 50meters! The guide who explained things to us was actually walking on the path next to the boat- {the boat's too crowded} So; everyone~ well; the adults were saying that the boat ride was something to con and make the little children happy. LOL- Well; the train ride was much better- 800meters; and the speed's fast- it has a little bit feel of thrill rides. ^^ {well; i know its totally NO-linked}


This photo was taken before the 'train' took off~ o-toto; oyaji and okachan xD


After the train ride; it was already out of the caves. I went in to the souvenir store to look around- there was a choir singing songs in the center of the whole shop??? {its a cafe-cum-souvenir store; so its really big} And i found those ^ tiny bottles of 22k Gold; i thought its really cute! those bottles had different shapes and sizes. There were many different kind of stones- but that weird looking one caught my attention; it's called Bismuth? No idea what it is; but it really looks weird; it looks like some kinda building or stairs?

That's the end of the visit in the caves. It was already 5pm++ so we headed to the hotel to check in; take a rest- before going for dinner.
At the hotel; wi-fis were avaliable; and webcam-ed with LINMIN!! LOL- i somehow found her online wit my quick icons. ^^ but damn that horrible internet connection- its SO DAMN SLOW. my image's paused/slowed again and again- then i tried to load videos for the return journey on sunday- but it WOULDNT LOAD-; well; it loads- but after somewhat hours~!
So i left my laptop on; and left the hotel for dinner- well; dad's colleague booked a restuarant somewhere further down; but becos the restuarant is within a CASINO- and the rule is;
NO CHILDREN are allowed
so- that restuarant's reservation was cancelled; then made a U-turn back to the town and head to Elect-??'s caferteria for dinner. One word > I'd say the food's TERRIBLE
I had steack hache- but the steak's like SO COLD- the so-called rice; doesnt taste like rice; so overall; the whole dish's BAD-

that concludes the dinner and went back to the hotel-
chatted with Fai; {like i am now- laughing like MAD} read up some stuffs; and hearing out some stories from a friend; ma~ nothing really good about it.

slept at 10+; somewhat rather early. couldnt really sleep either; due to the extra music under the SAME room- LOL;



Next morning; we're off on the road to the next destination. Met a large group of cyclist on the way~




So; that's our destination; infact; we were kinda late. The personel called dad on the photo to hurry up; bcos the train's leaving at 10am sharp and there's other visitors as well; we got there in time; somehow- a little late; but the train waited for us; the cable car was kinda- slow; and fun- but mom somehow's frighten of its " thrilling-ness " LOL


the train ride; surprisingly!! my BROTHER'S somehow frighten of them; cos he's relatively sitting close to me!! HAAH- and when i observed his eyes under my shades; his' eyes arent moving to the side that's facing the cliffs- LOL; that's soo funny-
Well; i dont really think its scary; i thought its pretty interesting. HAHA- cos i was thinking about things like; would yoou die if you fall off from the train; according to my answer; i'd say no. HAHA- {that was a little off topic} Enjoy the SUN and the view; the only terrible thing was- the WIND! other tourists wore winter clothes; while most of what we wore was like t-shirt and jeans. I was only wearing razor-tee and my black forever21 hoody. It was freezing cold! Luckily i had another long-sleeve turtle neck tee- if not; i guess i'd be frozen- i mean; its high up in the mountains and there's still large chunks of snow on the ground.






On top of the mountain?? well i guess so' cause that's where the train ends; and there was a mini-bar sort of store; I had a hot chocolate there; and it makes me feel GREAT! the hotness was totally comforting!! LOL


Me and my brother; such an irritating brat- so what if he's taller? His brain filled with nothing-
*heh~ LOL


AND that's the end!! We went back to the foot of the mountain and drive home- without LUNCH! i should have gotten a sandwich when i was on top- i'd bet it'd taste good ^^

By the time my family reached home; it was 5+pm- unpacked the car and i went to bath first- Then while waiting for the time to reach 7pm; watched a few episodes of Get Backers to fill the emptiness of my stomach before going to Delice D'asie for buffet dinner-
HAHA- its the only good place for asian food- cos they have salmon sushi as one of the buffet dinner- the ONLY place where i could eat RAW salmon- LOL; thats my food obession- but the tastes- way too far from the great ones i had in singapore; well~ thats the only one i can eat here; so no complains ^^

And that's it-
here ends my holiday- its' only 2 days, HAHA-
doesnt it sound weird? LOL