probably burning like mad

Argh; just like what the title says.
im probably burning like mad on the insides without really getting the " feel " on the outside -okay- it didnt really made any sense.

firstly; i totally had no luck for shopping yesterday; which spoils all the mood- plus all the additional totally unreasonable " laws " implimented by my parents to get me START on my practical driving on the FIRST of JULY- if i fail to do so; i wont be able to log on to anything till i get my driving license; im like ==.== Im not the one who DECIDES that; whatever. i'd just do what i can- i shall bring out that rebellious spirit to get my motivation to work;

there was also another fact about me writing letters then sending them to singapore. yet again; to them; they think im childish; wasting time and money- instead- i should concentrate more on my driving license; arghhh- i tink if i go on; readers would probably go zzzzz*
seriously im like " wth " why are they WAY too much " excited " over my OWN driving license when im not EVEN that enthusiastic. p(`O´*) All i could do was to keep my cool and my silence; (o`з´o) What more could i say either? In the end; they'd say i only know how to spend their money and wouldnt be thankful -blah blah blah- im still 17; i aint got a job; no money without parents; how can i pay back now? It' still be some long way before i could do that; and i plan to payback my thankfulness/gratefulness in my OWN WAY- so why hell nag so much about it; how much more could i do anyway?

WHATEVER! o(>.<)o if not; there'a another rule to watch tv together everynight; like real i'd really do it- i guess > especially what just happened.
*bleah they are the ones who broke the promise and wouldnt apologise; ME? " tashikani " i did break promises; but i apologised right? unlike them. p(-.-)p"

argh-- i think im totally " burnt " this weekend; much- i couldnt really voice it all out anyway- then there's another asshole treating me as HIS TOY cos his own toy got confiscated....
That totally served HIM RIGHT.
and IM NOT that TOY; i gotta figure out a way to get a key and lock up my room in the morning- best do it tonight;

On the bright-side; ive made Emily's skin ^^ as for Hweesheng's skin; > " your LIVERPOOL FC's still NEW! So you wait. " LOL; haha- after another 2weeks or something. LOL
Come to think of it; Now that my blog's separated; there should be 2 looks rite? LOL- Well; that gives me another chance to change my own blogskin. Haha- Just like what Molly's doing;
I think- i'd say Molly's my new webfriend; she seems nice ^^ And im soo stupid to make a mistake on her requested skins.
Talking about skins; how saddening- im hoping that one of my skins get SOTD. It seems like; some users really get SOTD really easy; unlike mine.
" Gambarimasu " *power-up*

Work harder then; maybe i might be able to get SOTD on one of these days. It seems that visitors like my site someway. *yay* that makes me happy. It's like the fruit of my hardwork; where those under my roof doesnt understand a single thing no matter the zillion times i explained.

Getting all depressed all by myself; tsk tsk** that's nothing good;

AND sadly; it seems like this year's SUMMER is a BAD summer- i mean; i want HOT temperatures and bright SUNNY day everyday; BUT then; now which is already the second week of JUNE; the weather's not getting ANY BETTER, zzzz-

for the good news for myself; kingdom hearts III : Birth by Sleep is ON PSP! WOOHOO! Its really good to know when there are games from SquareEnix that's released on PSP. Im soo glad that i have one; Maybe its time for me to get serious with Zack and complete the game one shot for good; despite the length of the game:


Such a battle in the middle of the battlefield;

And funny that i get all excited that KH III's on PSP when i didnt even play the first 2 on PS2. HAHA- Well; i have alot of Games to complete.

" ja ne "