emptiness

"An empty street, an empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller."

You bet that was familiar~ okay- maybe i sound a little emo. but then~ looking at those fun photos at Linmin's entry. I REALLY MISS YOU GUYZ ALOT~ But i wonder how many of you really do think of me at the same time.

Ahh~ I already said that I'll be stealing images from you; and there you go.
Digital Scrapping is really fun when you get the ideas.
Looking at those pictures; i seriously feel very lonely here- the joy that i always 'yearn' for is always not here; Which is just as saddening for me as always~ Well I guess i almost went into a state of depression earlier while thinking about all these stuffs- somehow im alright now.

Seriously; when i get back in Singapore on the 20th Dec; I WANT TO HUG EVERYONE TIGHTLY- i wonder if that time i might cry or anything... "embrace" v(^^) Argh- im seriously feeling very low- thinking of the upcoming days~ dakara I have to be strong. Im having another 5years down the road so I cant die so early.

It's the end of July tomorrow~
Last Sunday was my first ever "outing" with some friends around here- Edouard invited me to the beach~ somehow yeah- my first time out "alone" to breathe fresh air which feels pretty good- and

jean left a pm for me to get my ass back to help her with her html; {dont like that leh- my first time out leh- so demanding....*sadded*}

x___x At first i thought there would only be 2 guyz going; but there was another 2 girls too~ so it wasnt that bad- I keep insisting that i dont know how to swim~ LOL; if not they'd LONG throw me into the sea. HEh~ proud to lay out my Sentosa beach towel; well again- it's not as big as i wanted. Alot of Anime talks going around~ something that i could participate in. And under my parent's rule to not be tanned x_____x im somehow forced to use sunblock- which is SO DAMN PATHETIC- Elvi helped me to put sunblock on my back~ but not my legs- so yeah; as you have guessed- my leg's are rather tanned- especially the back part; I didnt put enough x___x And my arms are a little darker too. LOL! Next outing is tomorrow 14h30~ Same place same time-
HA~ at the beach there's lotsa people now that it'd summer- handsome guyz and pretty ladies; you can find whatever you want. LOL

and Saturday~ i got my HARDDISK!
hontoni arigatou gozaimasu Oyaji!! 500GB WD harddisk- It's BLACK; nice and sleek; size of a Harry Potter storybook; well- slightly shorter. v(^^) *LALALA~~~**** No more worries- i had everything shifted to my harddisk~ Oyaji said that its for 060808. WAHA- somehow that meant that i have 2 costly birthday presents this year. Think about it; i SPENT the MOST this year~ Schools fees's a big bomb- My driving too. Oyaji's offer to buy me LV Sunglasses and now my harddisk. Hontoni arigatou gozaimasu! Plus the summer sales~

Ahh~ I cant ask for anything more- its time to save their pocket. LOL! Cos i dont have allowance here. x____x But i think in the next few years- the thing i'd like to have is a MAC Desktop- for SOLID design purpose. Tsk tsk~ everything that i'll be using's going to cost a BOMB, are my tastes a litte over-rated?

I guess the voting will be starting soon to win a domain~
my dear friends~ vote for me please! Its my "dying-wish" till now to get one. *bleah- cant wait till im older and get my OWN credit card- and purchase myself. LOL~ Even if i didnt win; i wonder if my "talking" with dad is still on. I hope so.


I guess im ending this post with this photo and MVs ^^ It's a scrapped-page that ive made for MG2. I guess this is the only photo of venice and i. 11years of friendship- only one photo like that; It kinda feels weird.. Haa; which means this photo is very meaningful too.
I guess out of the WHOLE 5s1 only both of our education path is different than the rest of the class eh- afterall- we're both alike in someway. Our Bluetooth technology always gets better..

MUSIC!
Ive got tones of new albums lately- 8 TVXQ's Japanese Singles and 9 new Korean Albums~
start off with LEE HYORI! *yay!!* been waiting for her comeback; my favourite female kpop artist.


Lee Hyori(3rd Album= It's Hyorish):: U-go-Girl
She's up with a new style~ the beginning's soo funny; search it up at youtube. Lotsa perfermance; too many to post it up. LOL; catchy-beat- somehow a little addicted to it.



Shinhwa(9th Album= 10th Anniversary):: Run
The MV's soo cute/funny~ all of them have turned into Mexican Mafia. HAHA~ Nice beat- the song's written by Music~ that's why it has such a beat- just like Minwoo's style;


TVXQ(??single) Doushite kimi wo suki ni shimattan darou?
The super fast singing which i managed to catch now. LOL!!!



TVXQ - Forever Love;
the song im listening everynow and then; x______x havent edit my playlist yet.

i'll stick to these 4 videos first;
ettttttto;
chooottto matte!!


How can i miss this kick-ass video; FINAL FANTASY DISSIDIA?
the combined world of all FFs~ Squall VS Sephiroth is quite somthing man! You even get to see Ultimacia! Gosh- watching this makes my salivia overflow- and overjoyed! Its just another MUST PLAY FFs-

x_____x the amount of things i have and i WANT to do is piling up like MAD!