Either Rants or Delights

emptiness

2008-07-30T16:17:00.006+02:00

"An empty street, an empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller."

You bet that was familiar~ okay- maybe i sound a little emo. but then~ looking at those fun photos at Linmin's entry. I REALLY MISS YOU GUYZ ALOT~ But i wonder how many of you really do think of me at the same time.

Ahh~ I already said that I'll be stealing images from you; and there you go.
Digital Scrapping is really fun when you get the ideas.
Looking at those pictures; i seriously feel very lonely here- the joy that i always 'yearn' for is always not here; Which is just as saddening for me as always~ Well I guess i almost went into a state of depression earlier while thinking about all these stuffs- somehow im alright now.

Seriously; when i get back in Singapore on the 20th Dec; I WANT TO HUG EVERYONE TIGHTLY- i wonder if that time i might cry or anything... "embrace" v(^^) Argh- im seriously feeling very low- thinking of the upcoming days~ dakara I have to be strong. Im having another 5years down the road so I cant die so early.

It's the end of July tomorrow~
Last Sunday was my first ever "outing" with some friends around here- Edouard invited me to the beach~ somehow yeah- my first time out "alone" to breathe fresh air which feels pretty good- and

jean left a pm for me to get my ass back to help her with her html; {dont like that leh- my first time out leh- so demanding....*sadded*}

x___x At first i thought there would only be 2 guyz going; but there was another 2 girls too~ so it wasnt that bad- I keep insisting that i dont know how to swim~ LOL; if not they'd LONG throw me into the sea. HEh~ proud to lay out my Sentosa beach towel; well again- it's not as big as i wanted. Alot of Anime talks going around~ something that i could participate in. And under my parent's rule to not be tanned x_____x im somehow forced to use sunblock- which is SO DAMN PATHETIC- Elvi helped me to put sunblock on my back~ but not my legs- so yeah; as you have guessed- my leg's are rather tanned- especially the back part; I didnt put enough x___x And my arms are a little darker too. LOL! Next outing is tomorrow 14h30~ Same place same time-
HA~ at the beach there's lotsa people now that it'd summer- handsome guyz and pretty ladies; you can find whatever you want. LOL

and Saturday~ i got my HARDDISK!
hontoni arigatou gozaimasu Oyaji!! 500GB WD harddisk- It's BLACK; nice and sleek; size of a Harry Potter storybook; well- slightly shorter. v(^^) *LALALA~~~**** No more worries- i had everything shifted to my harddisk~ Oyaji said that its for 060808. WAHA- somehow that meant that i have 2 costly birthday presents this year. Think about it; i SPENT the MOST this year~ Schools fees's a big bomb- My driving too. Oyaji's offer to buy me LV Sunglasses and now my harddisk. Hontoni arigatou gozaimasu! Plus the summer sales~

Ahh~ I cant ask for anything more- its time to save their pocket. LOL! Cos i dont have allowance here. x____x But i think in the next few years- the thing i'd like to have is a MAC Desktop- for SOLID design purpose. Tsk tsk~ everything that i'll be using's going to cost a BOMB, are my tastes a litte over-rated?

I guess the voting will be starting soon to win a domain~
my dear friends~ vote for me please! Its my "dying-wish" till now to get one. *bleah- cant wait till im older and get my OWN credit card- and purchase myself. LOL~ Even if i didnt win; i wonder if my "talking" with dad is still on. I hope so.

I guess im ending this post with this photo and MVs ^^ It's a scrapped-page that ive made for MG2. I guess this is the only photo of venice and i. 11years of friendship- only one photo like that; It kinda feels weird.. Haa; which means this photo is very meaningful too.
I guess out of the WHOLE 5s1 only both of our education path is different than the rest of the class eh- afterall- we're both alike in someway. Our Bluetooth technology always gets better..

MUSIC!
Ive got tones of new albums lately- 8 TVXQ's Japanese Singles and 9 new Korean Albums~
start off with LEE HYORI! *yay!!* been waiting for her comeback; my favourite female kpop artist.

Lee Hyori(3rd Album= It's Hyorish):: U-go-Girl
She's up with a new style~ the beginning's soo funny; search it up at youtube. Lotsa perfermance; too many to post it up. LOL; catchy-beat- somehow a little addicted to it.

Shinhwa(9th Album= 10th Anniversary):: Run
The MV's soo cute/funny~ all of them have turned into Mexican Mafia. HAHA~ Nice beat- the song's written by Music~ that's why it has such a beat- just like Minwoo's style;

TVXQ(??single) Doushite kimi wo suki ni shimattan darou?
The super fast singing which i managed to catch now. LOL!!!

TVXQ - Forever Love;
the song im listening everynow and then; x______x havent edit my playlist yet.

i'll stick to these 4 videos first;
ettttttto;
chooottto matte!!

How can i miss this kick-ass video; FINAL FANTASY DISSIDIA?
the combined world of all FFs~ Squall VS Sephiroth is quite somthing man! You even get to see Ultimacia! Gosh- watching this makes my salivia overflow- and overjoyed! Its just another MUST PLAY FFs-

x_____x the amount of things i have and i WANT to do is piling up like MAD!

massive present hunting COMPLETE

2008-07-25T23:38:00.005+02:00

heh!
okay; i can say hunting for presents is very scary; especially when you have to hunt for ALOT OF PEOPLE!!!! I hope i didnt miss out ANYONE again; let's see~ i shall reveal-
Linmin, Jean, YS, Huppie, XQ, Lixuan, Emily, Derek, HS, Eug, XZ, WH, YC and Benedict;
Did i miss out any names? It's really depressing when you think you're done with everyone's present then you forgot someone else... x____________x
I cant go looking for presents again; the moment i think of it; i can really FALL ASLEEP! I just everyone a tee from Zara or Bershka- and the sizes; i think i made a BIG mistake for WH's size; i got him a XL instead of L; cos mum keep insisting that L is too short; *faints***
It's funny when i got home and take out all the tees~ XL look extremely big; cos i took L for the rest; [well- except for Derek's]
--dakara-- i apologise first; i 100% cant afford to send tees to EVERYONE by mail; so wait till december okay??? ***snigs*** there's a secret surprise behind too- OH well-
And and; im not very sure with everyone's taste; soo please be lenient with me!! I went hunting like MAD- pocket's burnt a big black hole already;

weekend's here again; it seems like time pass sooo damn fast; and i havent get my assignment started yet; well- i have it till 31 august thou;
August's coming! It's Singapore's Birthday!! As well as mine and tom's- how woould it be going??? Well- there will be an event going on at dad's office for National day. No idea how it'd turn out. Ha~ Looking forward to it; but on another side; i have a feeling that it'd be damn boring- = the usuals; > Kid's play.
{and im no long a kid}

Ahh~ and Linmin's laptop crashed;
We both have the same model; but mine's 1yr and 3months old; and mine hadnt crashed once; but hearing that Linmin's laptop crashed--- im feeling really UNEASY- cos my harddisk is left with ONLY 10GB! OMG- it's a total NO-NO for my case.
I cant imagine my life without my laptop- I'd DIE! Seriously DIE! Computer is the beginning of my every tiny detail on designs graphics and EVERYTHING ELSE! Besides; i dont even know if my reformat Disc works OR NOT- and if all my files are GONE: XFANTASYWINGSX might die too- so NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im desperately dying for external harddisk now; 500gb- im off hunting for one tomorrow; i'd have to beg dad to buy it for it; all my files are very important to me. x____x

on the good side;
my driving practical; ive finished stage1- all the technical stuffs covered; I can fully "operate" a car now" LOL! Now stage2 is all about training your eyes to get the information and handle the car nicely. Rather better- So that's it;
i have to get my license by the end of August- ive already completed 14hours of driving- and theres a BMW(which looks like some tuning racing car) waiting to be fully repaired by dad for me to drive- i think i'd give up the idea of driving a Peugeot 206 Topless and needless to say my dream-car Renault Megane{topless} Heh~
In my dreams maybe;

and there goes my new skin- i just wanted to make this for fun- cos i was stuck with another skin that im making: 10 Promises to my Dog. I needed to "breathe"- so while breathing- i made this with a tutorial i came by thru Xero. ^^ Pretty tutorial; but mine somewhat turn out very different; cos i changed alot of the settings; but what i love is the textures;

and ive "red-nified" the "prince's" eyes; well- as you can see- (maybe its a little too dark) in the trailer- his eyes turns red when he draws out his weapon and fight; so i just red-nified; somehow it makes him look a little like vampire. HAA

and music! ive added 4 new songs here- well- i wanted to keep the playlist short; but i have 9 new kpop albums in my kpop music database; it was kinda hard to pick;-
i guess i will post those music videos another day; meanwhile enjoy the new songs!
oh yeah~ looking for tagboard?? lol: it's called shoutbox somewhere- well FF will be more obvious then in IE- so look out; why not leave a comment; comments look nicer. LOL

VECTOR ART!!

2008-07-22T12:32:00.006+02:00

Ohh yeah;
i tink i'll blasting my rants about my new vectors!! LOL! but before that; i'll do proper blogging. LOL
firstly; HAPPY BIRTHDAY to DEREK

Saturday!! Woo- A day in Spain, Bibao and St Sebastien for shopping. 6.30AM i was already out of the house and reached home at 11PM- that's totally tiring day. Dad snapped alot of photos. But i havent "scrapped" them yet except one page:

This is taken in the heart of Bibao- {i guess} LOL; cos there's that BIG CIRCLE thing. Ha- shopping was great- i guess; im restricting myself. Cos im spending alot of presents!! I finally got presents for all the guyz; erm- well i missed out YC and WH; but erm- its lucky that i grab another extra tee- but i dont know who to give. x___x I'd probably give to WH. LOL; who ask YC to "totally lose" contact with me. *heh!* Derek, HS, Eug, XZ and WH- guys' presents have been settled. All different tees styles- i hope i didnt misjudge any likings of you guyz. for Ladies- ^^ shh- partly its a secret- ohh well- for one person only! {lol!!!!} I havent settle YET! x____x i cant find any nice tees in zara. x__x Most of it arent tees- Nevermind; im going back to town again in this week- which is my last last chance to "save" my pocket and get any presents.

FOOD! Ooo; went to a chinese restaurant> Oriento/a
WOOT; their sashimi sushi TASTES THE BEST out of all the sushi ive eaten here. LOL- okay their salmon tastes really GOOD- the rest of the food's alright; except that it's DAMN SALTY!! they call it tenpanyaki but then you're not the one that's cooking; theres a chef for that-

the rest of the day's shopping- but their working hours are like horrible. Shops close at 2PM till 4PM! for lunch- x___x what a timing; im grateful that france's working hours are not like that.
Then continued the next stop at St Sebastien- There's lotsa things there- but then somehow it's late- so erm- everything there's a rush.

Did i mention that i'll be stopping my fetish for hagen dasz ice cream? LOL- okay; i just finished my LAST portion of my tub- {means no more ice cream!!}
The supermarket's selling for 6.43EURO a TUB!!! And in france its like only 5.10EURO. x___x France's so much cheaper- but then theres a shop OUTSIDE!! I went to buy a cup of 2 scoops- rather BIG- {which looks like half a tub!} for 4.30EURO- Strawberry Cheesecake and Cookies and Cream- GOSH- its' delicious!! HA- {do you feel like eating now??} I cant get strawberry cheesecake in france thou. > Which is almost what i had for my dinner that day.

Sunday- looks like im really worn out cos friday night i slept at 1AM after finishing Meg Cabot's Queen of Babble. I want little Black dress books!! I drop back to bed in the afternoon-
woke up and started vectoring. HA- {here it goes}

VIOLA. CLICK! JUST CLICK FOR FULL VIEW!!
That's it. My FIRST vector feat. SE7EN! LOL; who else it? LOL; you can view it at Deviant Art. LOL; yesh as you can see; im very proud of this piece; it makes me really happy that ive accomplished my first "proper" vector- Now that i got the concept of vectoring CORRECT!! YAY! Cause; of cos he LOOKS LIKE SE7EN. YAY! Lalalala- my babblings again. 16HOURS of WORK! You imagine! 101 layers!

CLICK! JUST CLICK FOR FULL VIEW!!
That's ME. I did this much faster. 5HOURS~ Cos i set the level settings to 4. Whereas SE7EN's image had 9levels. My hair has turned BLUE. LOL! That's what Masa explained about the hair colors in her vectoring tutorial. So i just followed the rule.
Okay; i should stop; LOL
And i participated HikaruHoshi's Summer Wallpaper contest with my wallpaper entry:
1280 X 800 {WideScreen Version} Contest Submission ends on 30th July; Voting starts afterwards; Oh well- i dont really have high hopes; just participate for fun. ^^
Oookay; here ends my vector illustration ranting. LOL; will be out for driving hour later. Heh- Soon i will have to take my theory test; Im scoring like 36/40- i dunno if i can even pass or not.

new master pieces?

2008-07-16T22:42:00.020+02:00

LOL; okay; " -zen-zen- " no way for my drawings to be a master piece;
i know i took a long long time to get everything scaned; then water-marked them and get my hands typing on my keypads. x___x

firstly; my blog- here; has recieved an award!!
and there i go > ZOMG!!! i recieved an award!!! from who??? from a wonderful and lovely designer-digiscrapping artist Mabelle! Well; firstly i never thought Mabelle would come and read my boring-crappy-obessed*ful entries. LOL! Not to say to recieve an award; i feel soo honoured. LOL

Rules for those who get the “award”:

The winner can put the logo on her blog (right-click the image above and save to your drive for uploading to your blog).
Link the person you received your award from.
Nominate at least 3 other blogs.
Put links of those blogs on yours.
Leave a message on the blogs of the girls you’ve nominated.

Okay; but im really sorry to say i cant nominate any 3 other blogs; i guess i would give this award to all the bloggers i know. So viola; thank you zillion times Mabelle!

Back down to me; my art pieces; its gonna be long: 15 scans!! {click for larger/clearer view- if not i think you'd 100% vomit blood when you look at the tiny thumbnails and think "what a drawing- " }

okay!! this is that pretty lame-kiddish balloon drawings i was talking about for the first day during the orientation week.
its like any 4yr old kid could draw this too..

theme: on top/below
its said that this theme was the previous 1st year student's main project theme for their entire year. upon hearing that; i can totally freak out. x__x i mean!!! a topic like that! How are you going to explore.. etc for a big major end year project to present infront of 4 judges!! now i seriously wonder if i can ever even pass the first year. x___x {worries-**}

this is thursday's class:
Modele Vivant / Croquis Exterior {Live Model / Exterior Sketches??}
[pardon my translation: i thought it kinda sound weird]

Modele Vivant; so yeah- a lady came; her name's Dominique and i think she's in her 50s. So our teacher introduce to us that she's the usual model for the school. So- my first piece is totally horrible. This ----
is my second piece; which looks much much much presentable. LOL! well; her hand's placed that way but there's actually a support to it; i just didnt draw that. Each posture was only for a maximum of 15minutes!! So everything is going fast!

next -- nude drawing.
funnily- when the teacher is explaining; the model started undressing by the side. okay- so its really the nude kinda drawing. LOL
i find that; nude portraits are much harder to draw; i feel that when the model's with clothes; its much easy to draw; its like you can use the clothes on the body as markings to get the right proportion. But when its nude; there's nothing much. its kinda totally off- look at the side; that's the teacher's drawing as he is explaining about how to get the shape right... etc;

but he said i was pretty good thou for a beginner who has never drawn nude portraits before. then again; looking at how easy Mr Yann draw things out; it kinda stress me a little- but of cos; hes a teacher! LOL

this one is totally off; the leg's all out-
its really hard to get the proportion right for this. x________x
bleah- the whole ting looks weird; well- the upper part looks "okay" thou.

[wooooot; theres really alot of scans!]

AHH!!!
this one!! THIS IS MY BEST NUDE PORTRAIT!
lol- cos it looks almost all correct. LOL; proportion is alright;
except for the hand on top [neck area] the rest of it is okay!! even the feet looks like feet! About feet; Mr. Yann was complaining about how he hated drawing feet! LOL

this one- looks quite okay too. but its hard to say- the legs!! its like ***urghhh** so disgusting. x___x

its funny that each drawings doesnt take more than 15minutes... i always thought these kind of drawings take like 1 or 2hours to complete. its totally out of what i had imagined it'd be.

by the time the lesson finished; it was lunch break! 13H !!! heh! a hungry ghost like me definitely got hungry like mad. LOL -oh well; i have to admit i am one. I remember during the art times last year; i think im ALWAYS the one who's complaining about being hungry. Not to say; even during lessons when im hungry i'd start eating sweets or anything i can find. then talk about how nice korean food taste like together with emily; then watching the clock carefully waiting for the recess hour to come. HA~
i had my bento! and i ate alone. the food was delicious! hehe- i forgot whats the phrase to say in japanese... LOL; I WANNA LEARN!

14H Mr Yann was back at school to bring me and Marine to Bordeaux's Jardin Public [Public Garden] I gotta say the garden is HUGE! oh well i haven been to singapore's botanic garden before. LOL x___x
Exterior sketch is fun. Mr Yann's lessons are really fun- he chose to bring us to the garden which is much more fun than the previous exterior sketch lesson i had in april.
So we were told to draw many different things= humans, buildings, trees, etc...

okay; this is the first damn building in front of me. Sitting under the sun; without water- sweating like mad. x___x
it's not even straight!
anyway; this is the typical european style buildings. LOL! you can hardly find any tall buildings like those in singapore in the area.

some over-sized flower pots. LOL; the european style again-
i find that its rather fun; becos im using drawing pen instead of pencils and im like scribbling/drawing in some super speed instead of getting the lines all neat. LOL;
the messy "feel" which is soo much like my style. and now that all the rest of my classmates thinks that i like to doodle/scribble alot. LOL;
well maybe to a little extent. HAHA

see this!! this one is soo cute! LOL! this one is in pencil thou; those mini truck to clear those rubbish and fallen leaves in the garden. Seriously when i drew this; i was really under pressure becos the vehicle would move ANYTIME!
so i drew this like in less than 2 minutes. LOL! and when i completed; it had decided to stop there and the workers came out. x__x it was like i got stressed for nothing. LOL!

TREES!!
these 2 trees were in front of me when i was sitting under the shade searching for something to draw.
then i decided to add in some people by drawing them totally BLACK!
HA-- lol; i somehow cheated but Mr Yann said that he loved how i draw the trees despite some proportion errors and the correct figure of the tree.

LOL! well i just let my hand move according to the feeling!

that looked like some coconut tree! but it'd be funny to find some coconut tree in the middle of the city center. -bleah- no idea what tree it is; but this is what i saw; that's how the leaves were like!

and the tiny bush at the bottom; is totally free-hand; i wasnt even holding the pen properly!!
LOL; i was holding it in a way like how you hold a paint brush to write chinese caligraphy. HA-
how expert. LOL [that was totally unlinked]

aww!! i like this!!! there's some kinda river/pond in the garden. then i was looking then some perfect pose that i could draw; 2 kids standing- looking at the ducky but suddenly THEY MOVED! i was like @#$^&* you moved! WHY??? then a lady walked pass- so i quickly scribble out those shapes. below the bridge, a black figure; well- theres actually a couple hugging and kissing together- so erm- i cant really see properly; becos of the angle i am; it turned out that i only draw one person. LOL!!!!

it was towards the end of the lesson; Mr Yann wanted us to draw humans! LOL; that girl was sitting in front of me- together with her friend chatting nice; so i thought i'd draw her; but failed. cos she moved soo much and changed her position till i go @__@
previously i wanted to draw Johan and Nic sitting on the bench; but when i wanted to start; THEY MOVED and joined me and Marine under our shade. In the end; Johan drew ME! and i couldnt move- x__x in order to let him draw- and i tried to draw Marine's foot. LOL;

then much later- i drew Johan too- thou it looks totally UN-ALIKE. Well; passable. LOL; but bad. So that's roughly how Johan look like. LOL;

then the long long day ended!!!

[and my eyes are dropping too]

Friday!!

Dessin Analyse [Drawing analyse] it turned out not be what i most feared off!! Its just drawing!! i thought we will have to write tones of stuffs about analysing things!!!
Mr Yann again! He's a really nice teacher, very friendly and doesnt feel like he is a teacher at all- like some mentor. LOL; He brought a super old cello for us to draw!!

depending on where i sit; thats how i see the cello; first step was to get the whole shape out nicely ---- just like that.
then using the photocopy machine to enlarge the whole drawing and redraw on a bigger format choosing whatever mediums/techniques you want to use.

i used drawing pen! heehee! my favourite style. Its nice, fast and easy.
at first Yann didnt want me to complete the whole drawing; he said that it'd be too boring to spend the time like that. But i still did it... i even continue to work during break time. lol;
im soo hardworking!!

So that's it!!! All my drawings together with Mr. Yann!! After the morning lesson was over; i think the principal and vice-principal as well as some others [no idea who] brought along CHAMPAGNE to celebrate the end of the orientation. it's funny to hear that thou; its like soo surprising.
Well; the whole orientation was very interesting. But im not sure that i really liked the first 3 days.

ahh--
my eyes are really closing!! update tomorrow again too! about my driving!!
im finally controlling EVERYTHING!

tired to the core

2008-07-14T00:17:00.003+02:00

wow; i just realised my journal slacked for like 5days!!

and today's already sunday; well; alright over - now that it's 12.17am.

but then when you're reading this that means you have noticed something changed! LOL; well not totally; i just modified the layout into a tables layout instead of squeezing everyting into a small box now i let everything spread it out; heeh-heeh-
and i realised something; somehow i think the css viewed in firefox and IE is very different!!!! x_____x in IE; things doesnt look as nice as in FF; so use FF!! HAHA

7 days' entries will be shown; so mind my long, windy and crappy posts. LOL!!!

so yeah; orientation's over!!! but right now; after working my ass off the whole day till now for both sites; im really tired to continue blogging about all the details.
also! i guess i will try to scan all my drawings into my lappy and post them up; taking photos with my handphone kinda really makes it look too blur x_____x

and lastly;
i PIXEL-ED! LOL; i finally tried something. onigrini emotes!! so kawaii!!! LOL

Orientation Day II

2008-07-08T21:44:00.011+02:00

the second day's - "Colors"
nothing went wrong with transport today. LOL- *phew* arrived somewhat 20mins earlier or 30mins.

2 already arrived; Andrea and Johan? I guess i got their names right. {somehow} they were sitting outside the school building's stairs. Joan invited me to sit down; LOL- somehow a little weird; okay; so i sat next to him; then his hand started to "play" with my bracelet's charms? {whats that?} i was shocked and automatically pulled my hand away; i thought he wanted to look at my file. x___x like so awkward. then he said " im just very curious " LOL; {it doenst make sense anyway}

well; i find them rather friendly. But i didnt "bis" them- i kinda feel so guilty; cos when the rest arrived; they bis-ed each of us. x___x
okay; i'll bis them back tomorrow. Whoops;
okay; se7en of us;
and the names i remember;
Florence, Marion, Andrea, Johan, Nicolas, and the last girl; Marine?? LOL; i hardly talk to her; only "smiles" HAHA-

today's teacher's a lady. Who i met while travelling; and didnt expect her to be my teacher; cos she was staring me in someway- {am i an alien? =S}
firstly; she explained about the colors; Primary colors = Cyan, Yellow and Magenta.
Doesnt it sound weird? Well; i find it weird; i was like " ??? wasnt Blue Yellow and Read " the primary colors? well; i just get along with it; or did i miss something?

Our tasks is to fill a picture with colors. First step; we gotta choose the season we want. Well; since we're summer now; i pick summer. After tat; we will have to get our color palette by mixing cyan, yellow and magenta.
well; im the only watercolor painter. somehow i cheated. LOL! HAHA; skin tone; i used colorpencil!! HAHA- then; to get orange; i used my red watercolor tablet instead of using magenta. HAHA

then paint the image; to experiment a little.

that's how my first piece look like;

so yeah- 1pm- lunch break; everyone left except me; they went out to get some sandwich i guess; and me?
staying to use the school's microwave!! HAHA

half eaten BENTO!!! its even funnier when mum lined all the sausages nicely. LOL; that was the previous night's food; but it seemed to taste nicer today!!

anywaies; Hontoni- arigatou! Okachan!!
lunch break's 1hour. No one's around- but i wonder when school reopens; there couldnt be ONLY me to use the microwave right?? I wonder how it'd work; will the school be flooded with people!! Plus the whole place's rather SMALL!

So then; i took a tour around to take a look at other's work; frankly speaking; i guess only mine piece as well as Florence's piece look alright; the rest look really like children's painting! TT__TT
pardon for my frank-ness; but then again; the class mentioned that they never draw before. Well; and i had some "tough" training under MsHoe, MsLee and everyone else; GEEZ, i wanna go Fuhua's artroom..

ETTTTTTTO

come to tink of it; fuhua's artroom size; could cover the whole area of the school's second floor; i mean; the 3 rooms i know on the second floor; so yeah; you can imagine how small it is.

2pm; lessons resume- this time round; we're to add something tto the background etc... i thought of a swing and a tree

and taada- that my final product; i seriously cant believe that i took 3hours on this crappy-kiddish image; i think 3hours i could do some better and nicer sketches.

like those times; for O lvl paper; the need to draw lotsa lotsa image. HAHA-

so after that; 5pm left the school and took the tram with Andrea and Johan back;

And now; im seriously tired.
my eyes are sooo sleepy- and its only 10.15pm-

Lastly; a point that wouldnt be forgotten;
Happy BIRTHDAY to JOSHUA~~ biig boy huh;

and and; read this; My name's hidden meaning. HA

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

i think some parts if it is kinda quite true. LOL HAHA

Orientation Day I

2008-07-07T22:27:00.004+02:00

one word;
BORING.

im soo sorry to say; but its totally BORING. Is it really an orientation? well; just attending their lessons to see how classes work in school. today's about creativity;
6hrs stuck in the class; and done with only 1piece of work. x____________x

i can summarise my drawing > like a 3yr old kid's drawing.

morning; left the house at 7.40am. It's really early; when i arrived at the train station; its soo much earlier! waited like some 30~4o minutes.
train tickets, so lucky that i brought along a passport photo. Instead of the 2way ticket at 15.80euros {which is incredibly expensive} i managed to get a weekly ticket at 25.50euros!! Gosh; the difference is like SO BIG. 15.80 X 5 days = 79euro. Now; my weekly ticket cost 25.50euro with unlimited travels. How do they even calculate the price? x______x
I didnt get that.

Morning train = filled with alot of people. Journey was like 47mins; when i arrived in town; i head straight quickly to the tram ticket booth to buy tickets. DAMN that machine! It wasnt working! I was like HELL SHIT! How come im so lucky? There was a man behind me {i guess near 30s} he too wanted to get the tickets but it wouldnt accept coins. When he tried his credit card; it didnt work too. Conclusion; we both didnt buy ticket.
>>> I missed my tram; =S

Then i was like praying HARD that those controlers wont be coming. I was panicking somehow; and worrying at each stop before i get down that controllers wouldnt be coming. Just nice; it's my stop- door opens *ting* GOSH! 3~4 controllers standing in FRONT OF ME.
i was like !@#$%^&*( WHAT THE HELL; i was barely safe.
PHEW- if not; i'd probably be fined. TT____TT that was really scary. Then i managed to get my ticket and change tram to another line to reach school.

Okay; i reached; safely. x___x
there like 6 of us ONLY! 4 girls (including me) and 2 boyz. Its like WOW- 6 students; how PATHETIC; is my future class going to be like tat? I wonder where students appear from to make a list of 25++ students that i saw from those class list.

that's the classroom. {i managed to snap a pic during lunch}
so the teacher explained about " creativity "
what he says is quite true:

" everyone is creative, the only matter is whether you are a good creator or not "

that's how i could translate into english about what he said. then laterwards; we were told to pick images from magazines- etc; and work on the topic;
" dessus , dessous " > meaning on top , below
it's a matter of how you interpret those words and create something. Well; mine was about somesort of Lalaland; (LOL) with kids playing with balloons; balloons that can carry you up into the sky. LOL; it sounds funny enough; i shall try to scan the image next time- it'd look even funnier- yet other classmates; well of the new girls i got to know; find them nice.

my lunch was pathetic. i was even lucky enough to find some ham sandwich! and went back to the classroom and ate alone;
afternoon; i spent time slowly adding colors to my drawing- rather pen-scribbles. Ha-
and i was the first to finish my whole piece and got to leave earlier-

somehow i feel really tired; and once again the train's filled with tones of people;

and damn the weather; shouldnt it be summer- its really cold in town that i was kinda shivering when i got off the train in the morning. x________x

geez; i feel kinda sleepy- but i wanna watch something before going to Lalaland-
and yes;; Naruto's out. Vampire Knight ended last week TT________TT
My Samurai Deeper Kyo ended; but left you wondering who survived after the battle between Kyo and Kyoshiro. I'm siding Kyo!! But i guess its him after all; since the voice to call out the main female lead was so low. Neh- I found a chinese manga site with a few titles that i wanted to read; but wasnt out in Mangafox yet. Reading in Chinese; makes me such a slow reader. LOL;
i wanna do alot of things!!! Looking at today's lesson; i kinda think i regret going for it. x__x

and my site FW didnt win 1st place at Animeshare.org's SOTM; well; its a little sad- but its my first try; i have only 4 pathetic votes x___x
well; i will work harder for FW!!

Gambari-masu!!
its been so long since ive used some jap words.

well well; im in need for a logo creation; i wanna go to Fuhua's library for art books for inspirations!!!

Oyasumi!!

it's tomorrow!

2008-07-06T22:20:00.005+02:00

okay; that's it. its tomorrow
my orientation starts.

and yeah; im kinda nervous and worried about tomorrow's happening. Its kinda worse then going for my driving practical TT__________TT
im going to enter a new world of strangers; i really hope i'll be alright with the new classmates whom i maybe making tomorrow. but somehow; i think i gotta overcome my "anti-ness" of their trust; somehow due to many previous betrayal and loneliness-

geez; i gotta be able to survive tomorrow; cos; my next 5years will be there!

that's about it.
linmin!! you sound really strict!! somehow im a little left heartbroken.

saturday was another shopping spree in town; i got my art materials. GOSH; i bought like only a few items and its 30.53euros! x________x;
those watercolor pieces are really expensive. even thou okachan paid for it; still; i kinda feel broke... i finally got myself a short black skirt. and went back to Nike factory again.
AND you know what!! LINMIN and JEAN! that soft-nike bag you guyz bought at Queensway; cost like only 14euro!! You guyz paid it for 64bucks?? But there's only blue available. Well; i still bought that! ^^ I dunno when i'll be using it; but then it could be used as one of my luggages when im going back to singapore? Haha- just wondering. 14euro and 64bucks; the difference's kinda big!

I guess my shopping list's completed; other than my 500gb external hard disk. x____x
but the price's not going down yet- rather; it didnt go down at all. no discount >___<
It's totally "chunky" but i love it. I finally got a bracelet. Haha- for 5euros at "sunday market" where normal it's at 10euro in stores or wherever.

i wonder what's happening to the nature. global warming?
this summer doesnt feel like summer. morning temperatures are like 14degrees IN SUMMER is totally WRONG; it should be like 21 instead; and 30 in the afternoon; when its only 22 in the afternoon. >________<
i have a feeling that this winter would be very cold.

Zettai Kareshi's last episode's out already; but i havent have the mood to watch it, im stuck with naruto; but the subs arent out yet. x________x its pissing me off kinda badly.

and firefox version3!! this is also pissing me off badly. What's wrong with it man; it keep having errors then closing them- im so lucky that blogger has this auto-draft function; if not this whole post would long be gone and i'd have to retype.

Tragic?

2008-07-03T22:59:00.002+02:00

Okay; its not that tragic actually;
but that's how he's named; Mr Prince. LOL {its nothing like i forgot about Zack; he's still alive in my " kokoro "} ^___^
Besides; the OST do sound a little sorrowful; but i like. I just realised how " slow " i am; that trailer youtube video i posted in the front page's the new action trailer; and i just realised that. x_____x
Okay; indeed VERY SLOW.

On the other hand; im so generous to release this Tragic Hero Skin into Blogskins. >___< Cos i hardly share my own blog's skin. Twister eh? Besides; new playlist;
im hooked on TVXQ's Why did I fall in love with you.
And it's NOT easy to sing. x___________x I somehow finally managed to sing more than 1phrase.

The next point; which is >
IM such a SOTONG. Love Monster's already completed. TT______TT
I cant help it but i WANT MORE; Let me add some huge bit of spoilers. *that's my habit*

Hiyo Osora's Dad; Shou Osara is a monster {but she doesnt know that; until much later} He is a Crow demon; known to be very powerful despite his image. Crow Demons are known to be much more superior than other demons; he fell in love with a human {Hiyo's Mother} So which makes Hiyo a half-breed. But she herself doesnt know about it. She somehow lost her childhood memories; memories of her and Kouro at the age of 3. {According to Hitomi; someone sealed her memories} So yeah; Hiyo's a halfbreed and she's also the Legendary White Crow; whose feathers is said to be able to grant anyone any wish.
Kouro Tenma's currently East branch SM Academy's Student Council President. Well respected by others as well as "well hated" by others; (LOL x________x) He is also a Crow demon; rather from a powerful Crow Demon house; But when he was young; 3yrs old; his wings wouldnt grow and was someout casted out of his family; but he was kindly taken in by his grandfather.

Shou was Kouro's grandfather's student. One of his visits; he brought Hiyo along; {both father and daughter used to fly around alot} Hiyo heard about Kouro's situation and befriended him; and said " When i grow up; i want to be Kouro's Bride" >> That's really really SWEET!
Together; they climb up one of the highest mountain in the area; {it was know that even grown-ups couldnt reach the top} and they suceeded. Then; Hiyo fell off the cliff; Kouro was so scared of losing her and jumped down to catch her; together both had the first wings grown.

That's the background story; which is explained/revealed by me! LOL

Until now; only Kouro knows Hiyo has white wings; and he is very protective of her. Whenever Hiyo is in trouble; he'd be the first one to save her. The " main story " behind is about who is the demon king? Now that there's the legendary white crow?? So; if you guessed---------
Kouro's the demon king. His thought only focused on getting stronger himself so that he could protect Hiyo no matter what; but somehow he forgot his main goal and start to destroy the whole. Hiyo as the white crow has the power to stop the demon king; which means she have to kill Kouro. But can she really do it?? What do you think??

Ha- I really gotta stop here. If i continue; its like i'll be reciting the whole manga.
So yeah; the whole series ended at 82 chapters! Im such a slowpoke not to realise that. x_______x
I really want more! The mangaka should continue; like Hiyo would finally know how to fly, and more about Kouro's grandfather as well as Shou Osora and Kouro and his family... x__x i cant stand it;

Okay; what did i want to blog about???
Tomorrow's friday again. Today's thursday; and im all overexcited while watching today's Bleach... YES!! Ichigo's using his hollow mask! Totally love that thrilling excitment! I wonder what's on next week's epsiode; i suppose its less exciting.

Next whole week is my orientation!! in my NEW SCHOOL; feeling kinda nervous;
well; im really nervous! I have no idea how the lessons will be like and how will be having lunch; and during "practical lessons" will my standard be able to make it?

07.07.08: ECV {Creativity
08.07.08: ECV {Color
09.07.08: ECV {Visit Art Museum
10.07.08: ECV {Modele Vivant/Croquis Exterieur
11.07.08: ECV {Dessin D'analyse/Bilan du Stage

And xz was crapping about picking up a boyfriend during this orientation classes; but i can say___ there'd probably be only girls attending... x___x lessons will only girls; somehow i might die. I dont think i can ever survive in an only girls school; {mind me} those whining complains.. will be a torture to me.

{etttttttttto- my stomach's grumbling >_______________<} = hungry? HAAA

dropped by ys's blog; and linmin mentioned about ms wong;
I suddenly thought of those mad games we had during ms wong's class. If she's reading; she'd probably be on fire. HAHAAAAA
I cant imagine we played such a game by searching some postures in the english magazine; then imitate them and guess!!! We'll always end up laughing SO HARD. =X =D
And we could play that game even thou we're sitting in the exam order. WOOO- who can i play those games with again??
Ahh-

I MISS 5S1

I wanna go back to those times; right now for me; the only place to be able to " BE MYSELF "s probably 100% back in singapore; > Fuhua Sec > 5s1; crap loudly **LOL**; sneak food into classrooms; decorate the class; rushing for art? Stressing my hands to copy SS/History Notes.. Cheering for PE games. There's alot to name.

AND

GEEZ:
the weather's so bad today. 20degrees in SUMMER? there's something seriously WRONG MAN!
my long crappy and naggy post; the usuals. Ha~
Oyasumi!!

Im off to my Samurai World > Samurai Deeper Kyo!
A Demoniac man's starting to fall in love with a woman?? WOOT; maybe guyz like that are my type of guyz; LOL; okayy- thats a different story.

shopping spreee!!

2008-07-01T21:17:00.002+02:00

OOOOOkay!! weekend's just passed; saturday was a very satisfying shoopping spree for me. LOL!

I got myself:
- Nike Hoodie Jacket {Totally LOVE IT!}
- Nike Tank top
- Zara Tee {rather big for me}
- Zara Jeans miniskirt
- Zara White hoodie dress

I'll say that hoodie dress's really my image. LOL; but its the only last piece and it's Size L. Not too bad thou. Just a little loose. ^^ I totally love my new hoodie jacket; which i havent wear it yet. {cos its summer; hardly get to wear long sleeve; not to say jacket } (^ω^)V (⌒ε⌒*)
well; partly becos the logo is in Gold and the whole ting's metal. LOL!
*snigs!**~~

I will try to snap photos of them. Hehe;

Alright; ive gotta annonce that ive 1/2 way thru Linmin's scrapping booklet. As you can see im really slow; searching for ideas and inspirations for scrapping's not really easy. Well; maybe i might decide to post some trailers on it. LOL;
well; girls- i gotta say; how come you guyz keep whining about the torture thingy?? Correct me if im wwrong; but did i start saying torture?? I cant really remember that bit. Im just adding a little more fun into reading my letter and more ideas; you know- nothing to be afraid of; chill- cool okay? LOL; im only hoping that you guyz will love it; and not FRIGHTENED OF IT.

Well; as for Jeans; the planning is somehow completed within my head. Gomena for the long wait; but i guess; the wait should be alright once you get it. I'll make sure you guyz fall in love with it at first sight-o. LOL

It's summer now; and im so pathethic; im the only one the house who truly enjoys the presence of the sun and the only one who wants to tan no matter the constant nags i recieved x___x
Im persistant; but even if i want to tan; who the hell can i go with??? (T^T)
its really pathetic.. -lamentable-
x________________x

today's driving was exciting. LOL! cos i started to control those gear thingy.
kinda challenging; but hey! i didnt jerk the car! i managed to start up nice and smooth. LOL! no joke. HAAA- the instructor was like " tress bien!! parfait " (~well done; perfect ) LOL;
a little over the moon; LOL; but its a little scary when she lead me to those mountainous roads?? ettto- not quite sure the right road; well; i was worried that i cant break properly or something; but things went on well enough; i " accidentally stopped " the engine twice; which they call it "calle" =X then my lesson ended at 4; i shifted to backseat another trainee came..

I suppose she had much mmuch more lessons then me; cos she controlled everything. Except that she;s not really good. {well; as a backseater; i'd say she's not very good} She jerked alot!! Like when the car tries to "pick up" and the breaks. There was somehow an accident. Where she had to break in the middle of the slope {where the car needs more "power" to move up} she somehow lost control and let the car fall backwards? Erm- "fall" cant be the right word thou; and she panicked until the instructor pull the breaks. *phew****
Its really exciting i'd say. Learn about other's mistake to improve. The trainee even apologised to me; :S of cos it was alright; pretty interesting lesson for me. it might help out on my next lesson;. I just cant get my left leg into the correct position to be comfortable. =_____=

After driving school; i headed to Bremontier; my primary school! There was some sort of carnival going on. its been ages since i went. Dunno how many years back then. I thought i might be able to meet " some friends " which turn out that none appeared x_x {i guess no one gives a damn about their previous primary schools here} So far; only 2 teachers recognised me; the rest have all forgotten about the little carol they used to teach. I somehow ended up being bullied by my brother and junjie X______X; GEEZ; how old are they man; 15 and 14. =_____= Such childish acts; gosh; i hope my brother can grow up alot more and HANDLE his OWN STUFFS and responsibility.

melancholy > thats what im feeling.
depressed and disappointed. ahh- whatever; like i will find any friends amoong my "friends"; i just needed someone to go to the beach.....
sound soo emo-ish. geez; and pardon for my bad vocabulary; hard time getting the correcct word to describe what im feeling.

i completed Chrno Crusade last night, and teared terribly. Both protagonist died. Well; they died peacefully together; and looking at their close friends broke down into tears upon seeing their bodies > triggered my tears as well; then maybe if you could imagine me not thinking properly which leads to some- unhappy stuffs made me tear even more. =X I cant really believe myself to be tearing so much. But then again; the scene was really sad;

ahhh--- i stop that;
if not i might tear again; if you somehow figured what i thought; throw that thought away. if you dont; it'll be better for you.

on the good side; i found a new manga: Love Monster.
The love in the main characters reminds me soo much of Vampire Knight's Kaname and Yuuki. Im soo into it right now; and its soo funny!~

After failing the entrance exams to her school of choice, Hiyoko Osora gets an acceptance letter from SM Academy. But she didn't even apply or take its exam! When she arrives, there's something amiss--all the students are...monsters!? And the head of the student council says he's her fiance right before he sprouts giant black wings! What strange fate brought Hiyo to SM Academy, and what supernatural fate awaits her after this!?

Haa; a school of MONSTERS! The president of studen council; Kouro is a crow!! and Osora too; but shes the legendary white crow; And Osora means alot to Kouro becos of their childhood times; cos Kouro's wings didnt grow when he was young; until he met Osora; both of them had their first wings grew together {that part was soooo soo sweet} And the feather of the Legendary white crow can grant you any wish; sooo yeah; bad guyz will be on Osora's tail. Best is; Osora's memories of her feathers were sealed; which she recovered much later; and she cant fly; x__x which makes her really vulnerable.
Speaking of White Crows that brings good luck; reminds me of Eragon. LOL;

okay; im not going to spam the rest of the entry on Love Monster. Ive come across this title many times; and only yesterday i thought i should give it a try. And it turned out that ive completely been stunned into it. I will go back to it again.... Total of 12 volumes and only 82 chapters available. So please; check it out when you're free. Its really awesome!!!

Jane!

on track?/time?

2008-06-24T10:49:00.004+02:00

argh!! YESASIA's delivery's LATE!!! Those CDs couldnt have gone missing have they?
Its making me worried. =_=||||
I want to get them as SOON as POSSIBLE!

So yeah; its summer officially; and the first 2 days' really hot. Science saying Hot air rises; and cold air sinks right? I can really feel it now; cos im always on top; and mum's cooking-air always goes up to the second floor making the 2 floor damn puffy/heaty! x_o {how lucky}
And mum told me there's 3 fans in the house! *yay!!*
I dont have to shift my bed to my brother's room anymore for the sake of the fan; then ended up got tortured by his pillow attacks.

> Seriously; who would enjoy that? I cant even sleep properly with my brother imitating Bleach's Bankai Zanpatoku with bosters =_x It really makes me go !@#$%^&*
Whatever you can think of it that i'd say. Its totally lame and kinda unbearable.

Saturday; my parents "flied my kite" about going to the beach. TT_TT"" I wanna get tanned. Which obviously they didnt agree. Looking at myself in the mirror; ive turned back to white; which i totally HATE it. What's so good about being so fair? Then again; who would be going to the beach with me? I hope everyone's here with me; lets go to the Arcachon beach....
Then *yeah!!!* Singaporean youngster beach outing. LOL; that'd only happen in my lalaland.

Those french are so unactive. =_= they really just sit there on the sand; talk? and sleep?? I missed that outing that we went to Sentosa and played Captain's Ball?? Haha- Its been SOO LONG. Let me think; it was on th 19th May 2007- i suppose so.

I wanna go back to those times.

Heh! I guess my summer will be gone pretty fast and lonely +_+ ; my family arent any sun-lovers except me..

Arghhh....
whatever., cant do much either can I???

Yesterday's driving pretty exciting. LOL Cos ive started with the accelerator and breaks. Somehow towards the end of the second-half of the hour; im almost able to "catch" the feeling on when to break. LOL.I have no idea how to explain; but i guess the teaching way here is totally different from singapore.
I cant wait to get my license; then I'd be able to go to the beach; alone- i guess; but better then nothing. Ive been dreaming alot about having a golden retriever lately. LOL-
Hhaa; dad's kinda not soo against the idea of it; mum showed no interest as usual...

Well; i snapped some " fun " photos last night. Haha- It was funny.

WHAT? LOL; that's my usual saying. Haha-

~random picture. Rather; i love those new sketch doodle brushes i found. *Shh; that's a secret; im not sharing. LOL search yourself!!!*

Icon faces. Some; doesnt look like myself at all. Tsk-tsk; and YAY! my hair's longer!! LOL- i wanna try some curls; but i lost my curler. =_= No idea where is it.

Last 3hours of spring!

2008-06-20T21:59:00.004+02:00

yooo-shi; its the last 3hours of spring then it'd be summer officially. Meaning tomorrow.
Its 10pm now and the sky's still bright; well; a gradient of somewhat babyblue to purple.
gradient < sounds soo photoshop.

im totally slacking today. got excited for the episode of naruto which ended like in a flash. (T^T) the only thing i could follow momentary was Chrno Crusade; where Tom's bugging me to watch.
" Hai Hai; wagata " > im watching it. i finished Trinity Blood last evening; vampires; Crusnik.. interesting stuffs; {im starting to tink do vampires exist??} Its partly a fact that im watching too much anime/mangas to be labelled as " otaku " by both XZ and Linmin. " hi-do-i "
Come to think of it; i recalled a memory when i as a child thinking that the age of vampires are already over.

Alright; its been sometime since i blogged; i cant be saying about those crappy stuffs should i??
My second hour of driving was on tuesday > and it turned out that that SULKY obasan was my instructor. (¬_¬) How lucky. It was awkward with her; the car's all silent; all she said was- turn left or right and nothing else. How boring. Well; she brought me somewhere rather far; im pretty sure i improved. She said could turn well but- i cant drive straight on a straight line. HA!

Yesterday was my third hour. And it was kinda shitty with that instructor i had. She was the one whom i had that threw away all my face (=.=)" I gotta say shes really strict; about those cross arms while steering. I will have to cross for the sake of crossing. But hey; this time i could drive straight. LOL! that's an achievement!!! But then; all of the sudden my instructor broke down and cried. She asked for 2mins break to have fresh air. I was totally stunned. I mean; i didnt drive badly did i? I just merely did a turn nicely; not hitting down trees; {that'd be serious if i did. i'd be marked FAIL instantly.} I came up with some totally unlinked reasons- which is totally crap when i found out the reason later.
The reason: she's under depression with her work; and her boyfriend is moving..
" Ma- " we finished our 1hr lesson. I returned to the office to get appointments; but in the end; i cant get anything becos there was a lack of instructors.

Well; its said that in the next lesson i should be able to start with accelerators and breaks.
(^ω^)V \\m//*kon-kon* I cant wait for that.

And tomorrow's SUMMER! YAY! the temperature's getting HOT!

Last spring weekend

2008-06-15T23:53:00.004+02:00

argh; DAMN this HELL WEATHER! its the LAST-o SPRING weekend and theres no sun; nor hot temperature; instead the wind's kinda chilly and cold.
Totally nothing like ive anticipated. @-@

BLEAH~ this summer doesnt sound very good; rather doesnt feel very good. ><

yesterday; at least there was the sun out of the clouds and no rain. i was even playing baseket ball with my brother outside the house; rather within the house compounds; cos there was a build-in baseketball pole; just practised passes- more like trying to hit each other as hard as possible and challenge who could get the most throws. LOL
come to think of it; its my first time playing basketball with my very own brother. how weird. evening went blading around- somehow my ankle got " cut " or something- i lost a layer of my skin; now it hurts like mad when it comes in contact with water when i bath =.=

today!!! i spent almost the WHOLE day figuring out that damn javascript for my new skin for FW skin datebase. it nearly killed my brain and motivation to continue working. but i got it in the end; trying out different stuffs- but then- now it seems like MY dreamweaver is acting all weird;

>> evening: BBQ at auntie cindy's house.
the food's great! too bad i didnt get a chance to try out that Red Cherry liquor thingy that uncle daniel brought. well; its a typical aunties' gathering.. and their conversation about their fanatics over mahjong. -.- whats so fun about it??? im totally not into it; all i could do is listen- if Jeddie was there; i'd feel happier.

ahh- saturaday really exercised alot; while shooting goals; i thought of the times where 5s1 gather and played captain's ball. team's normally better with derek around for the males side {cos he's the tallest; and has big hands to snatch the ball first} - and beware of iskandar's throws {cos he throw madly? LOL} girls side: lixuan, emily and venice can never be in the same team. HAHA- cos they are the most powerful girls!! HAHAAA- i wanna play captains' ball again.. its been SOO LONG!!!
really miss you guyz!!! 5S1~~~

Official Driving Practical

2008-06-14T00:17:00.002+02:00

Woohoo; okay; today's the day; my official practical starts. I sound all high on the topic myself. HA! Okay; the appointment's at 2pm; right before it i was somehow complainining to linmin about being all tensed up and " kan jiong " Haha; to make matters worse; the weather isnt making things any better.
Okay; so i left the house; head on to auto-ecole; this time round; its another " sensei "; she's 100% much nicer than the previous one; she's funnier- more relaxed; more forgiving and of all points; she's really patient. With the language barrier where i couldnt catch a couple of vocabulary words; shes nice to explain it all to me;
To start off; she explained about how to handle the steering wheel properly. Those ticking turns {what is it called in english?? I only know that they are called " clignotants " } HA- the rules; etc-
so drove off and explore; well; im the one to control the steering wheel and she would be controling those gears and paddles {its 2 sided drive} At the beginning i couldnt really " catch " the momentum of the turns; but then towards the end of the lesson; i was doing much better and could turn properly without having trouble with the steering wheel. Come to think of it; its quite fun. LOL! And the key to it; was look FAR ahead and don look at your hands. HAHA-

I feel so glad that i didnt throw my face soo badly like last time. But im a little tensed; and " sensei " keep saying " zen!! zen " LOL; thats sooo funny.
Looking forward to next practical on tuesday!
Now its time for BED! " ja-ne "

Refreshed!

2008-06-12T22:48:00.004+02:00

oh yeah; firstly;
YAY! JEAN! i finally got your mail; so u did hide something along with the mail too.

" arigatou " !! ^^ its a bit tight; but still can wear; i will post photos someday when i wear that out.

On another side; im BACK to normal after my " depression " over lack of ideas yesterday.
Thanks a million to Xuan Zhi and Linmin; for chatting with me! And as well as Hweesheng, NCG and Zhenfu!! It was really ALOT of fun when i started the " trend " to pretend as Linmin; then Xuan Zhi, HweeSheng and Zhenfu- maybe we should do that more often. Using the same names; we could " soot/suan " each other; BUT- cos we know each other too well to know who's who. HAHA-- its really FUN! If we could all connect our webcams; it'd be better. HAHA-

So; yeah- chatting with XZ; crapped out alot; but somehow triggered my idea cells and i became inspirational again. LOL!
And i came out with this fresh new look! Kingdom Hearts!!! I havent even touch the CD in the cupboard; speaking of which; i just printed out 93pages of its Guide; {just in case} LOL- It'd come in handy.

Just love my new ideas on this fresh new skin! Crushed paper texture and the colors! As well as those dotted lines; and a NEW tagboard;
yet it feels so dead here; i wonder where are all my " dachi "s' gone. LOL

Tomorrow's the DAY!!
My official PRACTICAL for driving. I wonder how am i going to handle the car? Gotta refresh my head on the steps. LOL; giving a thought about it; i always said i cant believe myself being 18 in august. But then now that im taking my driving license; i guess- its just like im queueing up on a bridge to cross over and get a certificate stamp " you're now an adult officially " which fits to me taking my driving license, so once i get it; it'd mean i crossed the bridge and got that stamp and i'm an adult already. Does it make sense???? LOL-

Funnily; my PARENTS cant wait to kick me off to auto-ecole {driving school} especially DAD! getting all OVEREXCITED alone. >< Which doesnt make SENSE at all.

I just realised; whether sun's really good; my mood feels good afterall and tend to smile automatically. LOL; thats a good sign isnt it?

I started my artbook which is like somewhat A4 size; i guess it's a little too big >< and my first drawing will be ZACK without fail. LOL- next it'd be Prince from FF XIII. Seems like im labelled as a 100% Otaku by my "dad" and my oneechan. But i gotta defend and say im only 1/4 of being an otaku; not the hardcore ones. They even get worried for me towards me huge attraction and liking towards FF characters instead of real males. {LOL!; my types are hard to find}

Im completing 1 Pound Gospel Jdrama after watching the LAST episode and last part of the video and got hooked on with Trinity Blood; i guess- after watching SO many animes and jdramas maybe i should open a section at FW called Reviews. LOL;
Then again; i feel like opening a section to my photoshop brushes. ah-- dont wanna think so much about it.

On another hand; helped out ben on some ideas! I really hope it'd work. Haha- i kinda find him so lucky to attend lessons despite his business; i kinda wanna be like that. Well; i guess my time will come in september~ By then i guess i already know how to drive???

I dunno what im feeling either- excited? not really; streess?? neither; scared? " zen zen " not at all; tensed up > probably thats the right word?

Lastly; Ive been hired at Flight Seventeen as one of the graphic designers! woo- means more " job " for me. Ha~ unpaid thou.
Well; FW has totally no requests lately. I wonder why?? It seems like the no. of visitors dropped alot too. I gotta promote FW around!! and FIX things up; FW is never really complete to me > and i just realised that. LOL {how Slow}

probably burning like mad

2008-06-08T22:09:00.004+02:00

Argh; just like what the title says.
im probably burning like mad on the insides without really getting the " feel " on the outside -okay- it didnt really made any sense.

firstly; i totally had no luck for shopping yesterday; which spoils all the mood- plus all the additional totally unreasonable " laws " implimented by my parents to get me START on my practical driving on the FIRST of JULY- if i fail to do so; i wont be able to log on to anything till i get my driving license; im like ==.== Im not the one who DECIDES that; whatever. i'd just do what i can- i shall bring out that rebellious spirit to get my motivation to work;

there was also another fact about me writing letters then sending them to singapore. yet again; to them; they think im childish; wasting time and money- instead- i should concentrate more on my driving license; arghhh- i tink if i go on; readers would probably go zzzzz*
seriously im like " wth " why are they WAY too much " excited " over my OWN driving license when im not EVEN that enthusiastic. p(`O´*) All i could do was to keep my cool and my silence; (o`з´o) What more could i say either? In the end; they'd say i only know how to spend their money and wouldnt be thankful -blah blah blah- im still 17; i aint got a job; no money without parents; how can i pay back now? It' still be some long way before i could do that; and i plan to payback my thankfulness/gratefulness in my OWN WAY- so why hell nag so much about it; how much more could i do anyway?

WHATEVER! o(>.<)o if not; there'a another rule to watch tv together everynight; like real i'd really do it- i guess > especially what just happened.
*bleah they are the ones who broke the promise and wouldnt apologise; ME? " tashikani " i did break promises; but i apologised right? unlike them. p(-.-)p"

argh-- i think im totally " burnt " this weekend; much- i couldnt really voice it all out anyway- then there's another asshole treating me as HIS TOY cos his own toy got confiscated....
That totally served HIM RIGHT.
and IM NOT that TOY; i gotta figure out a way to get a key and lock up my room in the morning- best do it tonight;

On the bright-side; ive made Emily's skin ^^ as for Hweesheng's skin; > " your LIVERPOOL FC's still NEW! So you wait. " LOL; haha- after another 2weeks or something. LOL
Come to think of it; Now that my blog's separated; there should be 2 looks rite? LOL- Well; that gives me another chance to change my own blogskin. Haha- Just like what Molly's doing;
I think- i'd say Molly's my new webfriend; she seems nice ^^ And im soo stupid to make a mistake on her requested skins.
Talking about skins; how saddening- im hoping that one of my skins get SOTD. It seems like; some users really get SOTD really easy; unlike mine.
" Gambarimasu " *power-up*

Work harder then; maybe i might be able to get SOTD on one of these days. It seems that visitors like my site someway. *yay* that makes me happy. It's like the fruit of my hardwork; where those under my roof doesnt understand a single thing no matter the zillion times i explained.

Getting all depressed all by myself; tsk tsk** that's nothing good;

AND sadly; it seems like this year's SUMMER is a BAD summer- i mean; i want HOT temperatures and bright SUNNY day everyday; BUT then; now which is already the second week of JUNE; the weather's not getting ANY BETTER, zzzz-

for the good news for myself; kingdom hearts III : Birth by Sleep is ON PSP! WOOHOO! Its really good to know when there are games from SquareEnix that's released on PSP. Im soo glad that i have one; Maybe its time for me to get serious with Zack and complete the game one shot for good; despite the length of the game:

Such a battle in the middle of the battlefield;

And funny that i get all excited that KH III's on PSP when i didnt even play the first 2 on PS2. HAHA- Well; i have alot of Games to complete.

" ja ne "

a new name

2008-06-06T19:53:00.005+02:00

i never thought i'd have a new name for my blog. Heh~ infact; ive been wanting to blog for the past few days; but somehow i got caught up with some " workload "; which caused the current emptiness.

im glad to say; my wanting list's going to be " an item lesser " again. KAT-TUN's third album is out; and ive placed my order for it at Yesasia.com ^^

I ordered these 2 and got a free gift; i chose a bleach toy- i hope i didnt make the wrong choice; haha- i'd be glad to get any character; well- other then the humans; i wanna shinigamis. LOL

Im so jap-crazed recently that i havent keep in contact with kpop new release; haaha- but now; ive got myself updated with a couple of new songs;
TaeYang;s solo debut! It's awesome man; "mah- mah" he's afterall SE7EN's junior- of cos he's good!

I'd say im a 100% SE7EN fan; 80% KAT-TUN and Bigbang fan; cos i will always look out for them; and i still like Gazette; ^^ Linmin seems so uneasy with me liking Gazette cos of their outer appearence. LOL " Never judge a book by its cover! " Haha

Taeyang - Look at me.
I love how the beginning starts; those dance moves and 3 different girls. This one's totally SE7ENish! Somewhere near the middle/ towards the end of the MV; th e dance style and well as the music; its totally SE7ENish to me. It's definitely my type of music. \\m// *kon-kon* Haha-

TaeYang feat. Teddy - Prayer

I dont get it why kpop and jpop dance's soo different. Korean ones are filled with powerful moves~ which is soo unlike the japanese style; that's the part i love most about korean music; good music often comes with superb dance cheoreography; which will lead to my own depression- *haiz* i really needa give up dancing do i? Or self-learning- i guess thats the only way; but what i really want is the atmosphere; in a dance studio with alot of fun-loving friends; training hard and practise hard for those moves; i could never attend classes like that. =.=

SHINee ~ New SM Entertainment Boyband; which means; TVXQ's juniors!
The song's nice; ^^ actually new songs can be addictive! LOL~ but sometimes it'd only last a while. I like their footwork; i wondered if Uknow cheoreographed any part of the dance?

what am i blogging actually? arghh~ my brain aint functioning properly- i know i have more photos to posts; but they are mainly photos of mine. LOL; it'd make it how " zi lian " i am.
i'd just go back to work; but before; i'd take my shower first! LOL~
i cant wait to go OUUT somewhere tomorrow; i hope mr SUN is out with his sunshines!!
Enjoy the MV's! pm me; if you want the songs! ^^

Weekend in the mountains

2008-06-02T17:03:00.006+02:00

Okay- so the weekend in the mountain's over! Well; ive scrapped up about a dozen of photos- now; im kinda running low from ideas.

Saturday Morning Meeting Point : Hyper U Car Pack; Time : 8am

Woot-my family's not the first there; there's about 40people going whom are dad's colleagues as well as their family. The weather's great; there's the sun~ temperature's all nice and cool. ^^
By the time everyone has gathered and ready to set off; it was around 8.30
and there are like 9cars- all Singaporeans. LOL- kinda cute in someway; yet troublesome and funny.

Driving journey was like 3~4hours. But it passed really quickly- Dad bought an adapter so that i could have power supply for my laptop- the night before; ive loaded ~7episodes of Get Backers- and 1ep of 1pound Gospel. But then- the journey was long enough for me to complete watching everything. LOL, had short toilet/breakfast breaks too-
So- the first place we were heading was

Les Grottes of Bethehem {not sure of the spelling}

So that's it; the air was a little more humid inside- and a little more chilling then it was outside. There's alot of funny shapes of those stones-

As explained~ the missing fingers and a leg!
Okay~ see that train thingy? Well; before the train ride; there was a boat ride; which was really pathetic- why? because it covered only 50meters! The guide who explained things to us was actually walking on the path next to the boat- {the boat's too crowded} So; everyone~ well; the adults were saying that the boat ride was something to con and make the little children happy. LOL- Well; the train ride was much better- 800meters; and the speed's fast- it has a little bit feel of thrill rides. ^^ {well; i know its totally NO-linked}

This photo was taken before the 'train' took off~ o-toto; oyaji and okachan xD

After the train ride; it was already out of the caves. I went in to the souvenir store to look around- there was a choir singing songs in the center of the whole shop??? {its a cafe-cum-souvenir store; so its really big} And i found those ^ tiny bottles of 22k Gold; i thought its really cute! those bottles had different shapes and sizes. There were many different kind of stones- but that weird looking one caught my attention; it's called Bismuth? No idea what it is; but it really looks weird; it looks like some kinda building or stairs?

That's the end of the visit in the caves. It was already 5pm++ so we headed to the hotel to check in; take a rest- before going for dinner.
At the hotel; wi-fis were avaliable; and webcam-ed with LINMIN!! LOL- i somehow found her online wit my quick icons. ^^ but damn that horrible internet connection- its SO DAMN SLOW. my image's paused/slowed again and again- then i tried to load videos for the return journey on sunday- but it WOULDNT LOAD-; well; it loads- but after somewhat hours~!
So i left my laptop on; and left the hotel for dinner- well; dad's colleague booked a restuarant somewhere further down; but becos the restuarant is within a CASINO- and the rule is;
NO CHILDREN are allowed
so- that restuarant's reservation was cancelled; then made a U-turn back to the town and head to Elect-??'s caferteria for dinner. One word > I'd say the food's TERRIBLE
I had steack hache- but the steak's like SO COLD- the so-called rice; doesnt taste like rice; so overall; the whole dish's BAD-

that concludes the dinner and went back to the hotel-
chatted with Fai; {like i am now- laughing like MAD} read up some stuffs; and hearing out some stories from a friend; ma~ nothing really good about it.

slept at 10+; somewhat rather early. couldnt really sleep either; due to the extra music under the SAME room- LOL;

Next morning; we're off on the road to the next destination. Met a large group of cyclist on the way~

So; that's our destination; infact; we were kinda late. The personel called dad on the photo to hurry up; bcos the train's leaving at 10am sharp and there's other visitors as well; we got there in time; somehow- a little late; but the train waited for us; the cable car was kinda- slow; and fun- but mom somehow's frighten of its " thrilling-ness " LOL

the train ride; surprisingly!! my BROTHER'S somehow frighten of them; cos he's relatively sitting close to me!! HAAH- and when i observed his eyes under my shades; his' eyes arent moving to the side that's facing the cliffs- LOL; that's soo funny-
Well; i dont really think its scary; i thought its pretty interesting. HAHA- cos i was thinking about things like; would yoou die if you fall off from the train; according to my answer; i'd say no. HAHA- {that was a little off topic} Enjoy the SUN and the view; the only terrible thing was- the WIND! other tourists wore winter clothes; while most of what we wore was like t-shirt and jeans. I was only wearing razor-tee and my black forever21 hoody. It was freezing cold! Luckily i had another long-sleeve turtle neck tee- if not; i guess i'd be frozen- i mean; its high up in the mountains and there's still large chunks of snow on the ground.

On top of the mountain?? well i guess so' cause that's where the train ends; and there was a mini-bar sort of store; I had a hot chocolate there; and it makes me feel GREAT! the hotness was totally comforting!! LOL

Me and my brother; such an irritating brat- so what if he's taller? His brain filled with nothing-
*heh~ LOL

AND that's the end!! We went back to the foot of the mountain and drive home- without LUNCH! i should have gotten a sandwich when i was on top- i'd bet it'd taste good ^^

By the time my family reached home; it was 5+pm- unpacked the car and i went to bath first- Then while waiting for the time to reach 7pm; watched a few episodes of Get Backers to fill the emptiness of my stomach before going to Delice D'asie for buffet dinner-
HAHA- its the only good place for asian food- cos they have salmon sushi as one of the buffet dinner- the ONLY place where i could eat RAW salmon- LOL; thats my food obession- but the tastes- way too far from the great ones i had in singapore; well~ thats the only one i can eat here; so no complains ^^

And that's it-
here ends my holiday- its' only 2 days, HAHA-
doesnt it sound weird? LOL

hair coloration phobia?

2008-05-27T21:17:00.010+02:00

Well; firstly; i;d like to say thankyou to whoever out there who gave me hugs ^^; hontoni arigatou! It made me happy and plastered a wide smile on my face when i see the number of hugs i have in total.

I havent been updating regularly. First guess; you'd probably get it right; JDRAMAS! I havent had any new anime recommendation; so while sticking to jap stuffs; im into jdramas lately- last week- ive completed another drama

Based on a popular manga, Minami (Ito Misaki) is a single 28-year-old office worker in an advertising office. She's very work-oriented and her love is doubted by her boyfriend. One day, she meets Yuya (Kamenashi Kazuya), who is a part-time worker at her company.

From: Mysoju
Pretty interesting story. Well; the whole setup's in an advertising office; somehow exactly how it'd look like inside my mind- the planout for my future career path- "My lu xian"
I like it pretty much; it helps me to understand the lifes of people working under this branch- how they are always brainstorming for new ideas; how they fend off their competitors; the love story between the main lead. The summary didnt really say much thou; So i'd continue where it stop~ Yuya is a very young man {well; his age's not mention- they always label him as punk} somehow falls in love with Fuji; and tries his best to work hard in the company; wanting people to recognise him- I'd day he somehow got irritated by some 'superior' who treat his ideas for a CM as trash; so he somehow got motivated and work hard to prove to those that he is not trash- and at the same time; he falls in love with one of his superior > Fuji Minami. At first; the idea of having Yuya in the company kills her brain or something, as time passes- she starts to understand more about him- {which i suspect} then falling in love with him too. Becos everyone has high expectations from Fuji- she couldnt really be with Yuya- Fuji-san; a workaholic who only cares about work and working by herself is slowly being 'opened' up by Yuya

Erm- what am i really saying; somehow i cant really sum up the whole storyline. x_x|| It was really touching in the end; while everyone thinks that Yuya is still a kid- running away from problems after facing a problem- which is actually not that case- was actually becos Yuya didnt want Fuji to worry about him. And the side story between the Creative director and his daughter was so touching- You'd have nothing to bet; cos yeah- i teared > xD No doubt- cant help it anyway; cos im rather emotional- ¯\(º_o)/¯

=edit= 23.39;
I was blogging half when my brother bugged me into watching The Forbidden Kingdom first so that he could sleep earlier becos he has school tomorrow; and yeah~ im sooo kind.

The film opens during a battle between Sun Wukong, the Monkey King (Jet Li), and heavenly soldiers amongst the clouds. It is then revealed the sequence was a dream when a young teenager, Jason Tripitikas (Michael Angarano), awakens in his room plastered with vintage kung fu movie posters. After getting dressed, he makes his way to a pawn shop in Boston's China town to buy some new Kung fu DVDs. There, he converses with Hop (a prosthetics-laden Jackie Chan), the shop's elderly owner, and, while thumbing through some DVDs, he is drawn to a room full of antiques and notices a golden staff. Hop tells him that the staff is to be delivered to its rightful owner and then closes the door. On his way back home, Jason is attacked by local bully Lupo (Morgan Benoit) and his cronies who force him to take them to the store so they can steal some money from the old man. Feeling betrayed, Hop tries to attack the thieves with the staff, but is shot by Lupo (much to both Jason and Lupo's cronies' shock). He tells Jason that he must deliver the staff to its rightful owner. Jason takes the staff and runs from the thieves. On top of a building, he is surrounded by the bullies, with Lupo warning Jason that he "saw nothing" (out of fear Jason may turn them in to police). Before Lupo can shoot Jason, he is suddenly pulled off the roof by the staff and travels back through time....

From Wikipedia: the whole summary's way too LONG.
I will rate it 8/10- Cos i find that the story's a little too short; and i thought it'd be nicer if the movie's deeper. LOL; but other than that; its all perfect- the 3D graphic's great- Jackie Chan and Jet Li's soo darn funny. HAHA- they are the actors ive watched since im a little kid- Jet Li as Sun Wu Kong- i find that; there's kinda alot of 'remake' stories of those old folk tale about deities and such- well; it's really hilarious. I'd like to watch it again =D \(^∇^)/ { \\m// *kon-kon* }"
Somehow; my brother and I used the theathre room without permission and laughed out really like mad- Really couldnt help it. {mah-mah} the story's really funny. It makes me feel like watching Historical/ancient chinese dramas again or movies like The Promise; cos both slightly has the same feel.

Okay; back to my lately jdrama sort of obession; ive also completed the Jap version of Meteor Garden; its almost exactly the SAME storyline- other then the fact that the Jap version's only 9episodes- most of the important events happened in the TW version happened too- its more like the shortened version to me; but i'll have to say this > TW's Dao ming si's definitely more handsome. LOL! ヽ( ´ー`)ノ

It sounds like; all i could say is just only about dramas huh?
Okay- back to my own life; Mum wanted to go to the saloon today- so i went along; struggling between perming or dying- well; looking at those hairstyles- i was attracted to one of it; which consists of both; but i ended up only dying my hair. Somehow; it feels like i got conned- or maybe i should put it; i was just so stupid not to enquire a little more before starting-
> it turned out what i 'wanted' was just highlights; when i said i want the same hair style/color as the model in the photo. Mah~ i didnt cut short or anything- its the final color that kinda pissed me off-
1. firstly; when my hair's all dried= the colour doesnt look like copper or anything; somewhat yellowish gold?
2. the highlight is not evenly DONE! the lady DIDNT use aluminum foil to cover my highlighted hair; and leave it as it is; resulting some sort of uneven-ness- causing some unwanted parts to be colored too.

ARGH! it seems like i NEVER get things right whenever it comes to dye hair, either too dark- or now as it is; TOO BRIGHT!!

-kay; i will hereby declare; I WILL NEVER DYE MY HAIR AGAIN p(`O´*); other than in another month's time- i would dye my hair back to some natural color. ARGH! now my mother's labelling me a witch... Well; if i'd be a witch; i'd get my hair all silver. instead of somewhat yellowish gold.
argh- it kinda freaks me off when white-colored light shines on my hair; it makes the color looks horrible- well; im lucky that im staying at home most of the time.

On another hand; today's rather cold.... (-_-)zzz

my face' all down the drain

2008-05-22T22:07:00.007+02:00

the title says it all! well; if you had chatted with me today; you'd probably already knew what happen neh~ the usuals; i was preparing to go for theory classes today WITHOUT reading any bit of the booklet; *heh* and when i arrived at the driving school; i think there was no one; so-
the 'sensei' gave a suggestion for me to go for an evaluation FOR DRIVING!

I was like- EH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was TOTALLY NOT prepared for it AT ALL. *ta-dam; ta-dam* heart's beating soo FAST! LOL; seriously; i wasnt mentall prepared. {ehtoo- maybe i made a big fuss over it;}
neh~ so; the instructor drove me to somewhere- rather FAR and somewhere with almost no cars.

Frankly speaking; i dont really like her; i think she's not really patient; rather hot-headed! ><

So first thing; change your gear to 1. Step on the accelerator; then slowly; release the gear paddle > step a little harder over the accelerator and OFF you go!! LOL; it sounded really EASY neh~; 'demo' SADLY; it seems like my legs; cant really coordinate. So there it goes; my face all~ GONE! Then; breaks!!! HAHA; again; let go of the accelerator; right foot to the middle; slowly step on it; and left foot step on the gear paddle at the same time > step it ALL the way > change the gear back to ZERO; then ta-daa~ Stopped! BUT again; my coordination's really BAD somehow; I seriously NEED to GET used to it. I keep forgetting and totally let go of the gear paddle and let the CAR JERKED. I was like 'hontoni gomena!'

Second thing; steering wheel! LOL; seriously; i never thought its' rather hard to turn the wheel so many times; ahh~ cant really describe- but i'm really NOT used to it; Somehow; i keep thinking of myself and some of you guyz IN THE ARCADE playing daytona! LOL HAHA- i should go and PRACTISE there! LOL- And learn about th gears stuffs- Well; it wasnt exactly good; but i'd say MUCH better than breaking- LOL;

Seems like; based on the evaluation the instructor gave; im rather good for the theory thingy and NOT the practical one. So- im marked for 30hrs of practical class- zzz; i thought oyaji would kill me; but instead no. But according to oyaji's nakama's wife; they said the boss of the driving school was much better; cos he was more patient and kind; cos he understood the fact about the language barrier and takes time to explain things to us; well- ive already experienced that. My instructor's totally impatient and hot-headed. *bleah- and it seems like shes someone from my former school. bleah- totally bleah;

Humph!! 'boku wa zettai yakirame nai' > i will NEVER give up! I will PASS and get the driving license! HHAA then i will rule the highway neh~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway; last evening; uncle daniel came out along with Jeddie- and i teased him with a basketball along with oyaji! -iiyoneh~ i also want a dog! In yukan club; Jin{miroku} had a collie called Otokoyama! SO KAWAAII! heh! with a little sort of pestering from uncle daniel and well as mine; i hope the house could be able to house a golden retriever of labrador. xD

Jeddie reminds me ALOT of dotdog xD and i miss him soo much!!! well i got some scratches from Jeddie; then again i thought of Amos' Jiajia- he used to scratch me alot too.
neh~ i want a companion too- my brother's too bothersome; too IRRITATING and is one who cant understand SIMPLE WORDS.

Ayway; previously i was saying that im watching Yukan Club; i finished that and now; ive also finished Nobuta wo Produce!! Staring Kamenashi Kazuya, Kimura Yuichi, Okada Yoshinori, Takuma Seiko, Toda Erika, Ukaji Takasi, Yanagita Erika!! OMG- why are jap dramas so short with 10episodes?

Kiritani Shuji is the popular guy who gets along with everyone, from the jerks to the nerds to the just plain weird. The one person Shuji cannot stand is Kusano Akira. To Shuji, Akira is just plain annoying. He laughs, talks and acts funny. Things heat up when a new student comes to school. Her name is Kotani Nobuko, a girl who has no self confidence at all and is content at being made fun of and bullied in school. Shuji and Akira come to an accord that in order to make use of their "youth" they will "produce" Nobuko as the next popular girl. One of the conditions, however, is that nobody should find out that they are working together as a team to make this concept possible. Unveiled here is the story of true friendship between three unlikely candidates who would not have been friends if not given the special circumstances.

Watch it at : http://www.mysoju.com/nobuta-wo-produce/
I will rate it 9/10. Cos the 3 of them arent together in the end >< But the friendship's really great and touching. Friendship = you-jo.
im so hardworking! LOL i hope i get to know a japanese friend in a class or something.
i realised all the jdrama's ive watched are all about school-life: high-schooler. their school buildings are soo NICE! with rooftops; neh~ its my wish to sit on a rooftop at night and feel the breezE! i wanna do that someday. ahh- watching more and more jdrama make me think the japanese really treasures friendship; and i really love all those events they have in school-
ahh- i hope in my next life- i will be a japanese! xD LOL-
janeh!

ARGH~ there's seriously something wrong with blogger; sometimes; a whole chunk of paragraph of what ive just typed go missing!

funny that; it REALLY works

2008-05-20T20:48:00.004+02:00

1st. Get PEN and PAPER
2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW
3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS
NO CHEATING! Try this out okay?

1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 to 11 in a COLUMN
on the LEFT.

2. BESIDE the NUMBERS 1 & 2,
write down any 2 numbers; for example; do you have any numbers?

3. BESIDE the NUMBERS 3 & 7,
Write down 2 names of the opposite sex.

4. Write down anyone's name next to 4,5 and 6.

5. Write down song titles next to 8,9,10 and 11.

~finally; in the mail- it says make a wish.

Well- now then; i will expose my answers- Seriously~ and funnily it worked; and explains alot.

1. 7
2. 6
3. Akaneshi Jin
4. Linmin
5. Venice
6. Jean
7. SE7EN
8. Lips
9. Lalala
10. Guren
11. Girls

Well~ for no.3; i put Jin's name cos i just finished watching his drama: Yukan Club.
Now for the explaination= {highlight them to read;}

1. The number of people you must tell about this game is no.2
2. The person's name you wrote in no.3 is the person you love.
3. The person's name in no.7 is the one you like; but could not work out.
4. The person you cared about the most is who you wrote in no.4
5. The name you wrote in no.5 is the one you knows very well.
6. The person in no.6 is your lucky star
7. The song in no.8 matches the person in no.3
8. The title in no.9 is the song for the person in no.7
9. The song title you wrote in no.10 tells you most about your mind.
10. The song title you wrote in no.11 is the song telling how you feel about life.
11. The number you wrote in no.1 is your lucky number.

So yeah~ FUNNILY almost everything fits. But then; Jin's not the one i love; I only like him. xD So yeah~ there's a difference to it. Well- the song Gazette's Guren didnt really tell me about my mind at all; neither does SE7EN's Girls tell me how i feel about life.
The rest's all right. LOL
Like 3) se7en's the person i like but could never work out. LOL! I havent even met him real live yet. How would it work out? Plus he's so much older then ME! 4) and 5)'s correct. HAHA- i didnt know Jean's my lucky star. xD Well- 7) song in no.8 matches no.3 cos Jin's the one who SINGS that song. 8) and the song in no.9 is for the person in no.7; well- SE7EN's the one who sang LALALA!!! and lastly; OF COS; LUCKY SE7EN's my lucky SE7EN!
Haha-
So that's it; it was funny when i go thru the answers. {Chuckling to myself}

Just nice- Gazette's Guren's playing now; really like the sounds of the guitar; the singer's voice too. xD Everything fits nicely- oh- now's Gazette's Regret. Ahh Jap singers always have nice voice. Bleah- my voice's bad for singing- don really like my voice at all. And im all into the Song LIPS {by kat-tun obviously} it's a pop/rock genre i think. It keeps replay-ing in my head; making me wanting to listen to it again.

I such a GOOD GIRL today. Went for theory classes- continuously for 2days; staying for 2 tests too. Ahh- maybe i was little more motivated today becos of the bright sun; =) it makes me happy. ^^ Met someone a little familiar on the way- i think he's someone who used to be in college. yeah- he's smiling at me? .... im like !@#$%^& do i really know you?? Maybe i know why; i guess jeanz hot pants somewhat uncommon here. I was wearing that- people were staring- giving some sort of expression. I find them such an alien. =.= was that the right description? nah~ no idea.

After 2 tests; and went home- webcamed with Jean!! xD So long since i see yah!! Tour-ed her around the house; i wanted to show her the dog who's opposite; but once; i bring the laptop out of the house; everything's too bright to see; furthermore the dog's white. Haha- had a enjoyable chat. Then i went off for dinner- by the time im back- Jean wasnt at her seat. At first i thought she went toilet or something. But then she's away for really long. I guess she probabyl fell asleep in bed. LOL! Gome-na!

Hearing some 'news' lately; somehow it pissed me off-
Previously; I said:

As you know; gems are hard, costly, shiny and beautiful; Do you know what is that gem called?
It's called Friendship!

I want to be that beautiful gem for everyone. Not an english tool to be used; then disposed of. Plus watching Gokusen II- it makes me feel that people here; arent friends at all; how saddening and disappointing. Well- other than those here; i know someone whos EXACTLY like that; no matter the countless time i didnt give up on that person; ma-ma;
'zan-nen-da-gara' i wont do that anymore. Im no longer the carol whom she used to be ~neh!

Neh~ besides; i thought i kinda missed jiji's presence; now- he's all getting fired up with my so-called laptop usage 'day&night' thingy. Well- isnt it better that i stay at home day and night; instead of running out around outside??? Arghh-
Speechless as always. =_=

im being tagged again

2008-05-19T21:46:00.003+02:00

Instructions: Remove one question from the above and add in your personal question to make it a total 20 questions.Then tag 8 people in your list. List them out at the end of your post.Notify them in their chatbox tat he/she have been tagged. Whoever does the tag, would get blessing from all.

1. Do you wish to get married?
Why not? xD Then can go honeymoon!! Holiday! Enjoy! xD

2. What is your favourite animal?
Dogs- as a pet > cos they are men's best friend arent they? Loyal and can be a listening ear {thou they might not understand}
Wolves > I thought they're rather cool; Come to think of it; i like alot of animals
Tigers > they are so KAWAII-NE ^^ LOL thou they'll eat you up.

3. Who is the person you trust the most?
I trust people too easy- thus people tend to use me alot; but 'za-nen-da-ga-ra' it seems no matter how many lessons i have; i still do that somehow. =S

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Sometimes; sometimes not; it has to depend on what kind of situation i face. 'ma-ma' too much confidence wont do good; i had a very good lesson x_x

5. If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Sucessful career and a happy life- {simple and clean} 'the basics' =D

6. Are you satisfied with yourself?
Ehhtoo- no one's perfect; so i am happy with myself; I am WHO i AM.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Ehhtoo- the questions use 'WHAT' refers to things or humans; 'ma-ma' i shall edit myself
Things: my laptop; PSP and playstation; and my photoalbum from my beloved tachi-s~ i guess; cant think of anything else.
Humans: 'mo-chi-rom-desu' my love ones. I cant think of what will happen if i ever lose anyone. I'd probably cry terribly.... =X

8. Who do you think is an idiot in your family?
HEH! I'd would say; close friends could answer it for me.
TOM GOH PING YUAN > total 100% BAKA! Who comes to my room; EARLY MORNING and jumps into MY BED; wacking the hell out of me; 'confiscating' my pillow's and blankets? Switching the lights all over my EYES. Bothers the HELL OUT OF ME with his STORY OF MAPLE-STORY {aka tion tion tion} What does that HAS TO DO WITH ME?
During the day; faking/acting out, as if he's about to FALL; purposely INTO MY BED IN HIS DIRTY CLOTHES. At night; comes to room; OF ALL PLACES jump into my bed; and his DAMN BODY HEAT's so strong; by the time i get into bed; i WONT be able to SLEEP; cos it's TOO HOT.
{opps; 'wa-rui' - i rant too much= BUT that's whats happening EVERYDAY; you think i cant take it? NO WAY} 'u-sho-ja-nai' !!!

9. Have you broken someone's heart that he tried to commit suicide?
I think; im just like Linmin; I dont have the power. And i wouldnt want that 'power' anyway.

10. What do you like about yourself?
Hehe- i like my HANDs the most. 'ma-ma' not saying that i took care of it specially; I am who i AM. ;D I like myself as a WHOLE.

11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
Ooh- very similiar to previous's tag by linmin.
-I'd prefer he's rather mischevious and has tons on ideas on his head; which means he gotta be smart. nice body! (tan; muscular, tall, nice hairstyle;)
-charming, someone whos able to make my heart beat like mad- mature, responsible, loyal {who doesnt want a loyal lover?} outgoing, and loves only ME! :D
-if possible; a stable-career.

12. What feeling do you hate the most?
Depression. I'd be soo life-less; like a mindless corpse walking on the streets; it'd last a few days; 'da-ka-ra' i really hate that feeling the most.

13. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
'mo-chi-rom-des', zettai-ni; > of cos; definitely!!!

14. Do you treasure your family?
YES! 'mochirom' xD; jiji- haha- ototo- {LOL; dunno how to spell}

15. What do you dislike the most?
Singapore LIZARDS! slimy shits that totally FREAKS ME OUT. Backstabbers~

16. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
I guess; it'd be my tomodachi-s; if it'd be my 'kachan or oyaji; coffee on the table will be overturned- i guess it'd never work out properly if we talked.

17. What do you regret most in life?
I broke some people's heart. 'hon-to-ni gomenasai'

18. What kind of friends do you hope to be in your friend's eye?
Ehhtoo- some on reliable? {i'd add someone's fun with alot of nutter' ideas}

19. Do you love your friends?
YES! 'zutto-i-shou-ni!' > forever and ever will ;)

As you know; gems are hard, costly, shiny and beautiful; Do you know what is that gem called?
It's called Friendship!

20. Which date you like the most?
Everyone likes their birthdates the most. Me too;
6th August and 25th December > Christmas' really fun for me too; thou i seldom recieved presents; but then the feeling on 25th December's always very nice.

Here are the 8 persons who are invited to do this request by me:
I listed my brother; but i think he'd heck care. Just look out if you saw my request on your tagboard. XD

AHHH- HWEESHENG! You tagger! You're making me wanting to Watch the Young warriors of the Yang Clan AGAIN!

Neh~ this is my 3tagged quiz; i thought its fun doing it; it made me think about stuffs. HA~ But something's weird; cos i copied those questions from Linmin's page; i realised question 8's different. I did linmin's question; cos i had more to write about.
AHh- while typing; i added alot of jap words; Im picking up japanese~ Hehe; self-learning- ive got a textbook on it; and im writing down words while watching dramas- Guess im really into it. xD

Ho~ talking about learning-
Yukan Club episode 7; Mike He' Guest Star- He's SO FUNNY! He's speaking japanese; but then- somehow his acting didnt turn out very smooth- i guess its becos of the language- it's a little weird; but i guess as an actor- he did his best didnt he? Well- there's always room for improvement! And i realised Miroku {Akanashi Jin [KAT-TUN]} can speak english really well. xD Then again; the storyline's soo hilarious! XD Mike's a prince from somewhere- and went out on a date with Karen then prosposed to her. Things are going on all soo sweet- then they're kidnapped- 'ma-ma' i wont say much- but its really hilarious; when we all thought Karen's going to die becos someone shoot her; everyone was crying around her; Miroku was shouting her name; everyone was soo shocked. BUT instead; SHE FELL while walking the stairs; her heel broke! LOL- i was like WTH!!! Then Miroku said 'can i say something?' -it was like 'hey; im the one being shot'- I was like LOL!!!!! he wore a bullet-proof vest- so he's ALIVE. Thinking of the scene makes me laugh like hell again.
Haha- Linmin~ watch it QUICK!

Had ben&jerry; Cheesecake brownie while watching it; woot- really taste like cheesecakke!! AWW- i wanna eat Jean's CHEESECAKE. LOL
YAY! Congratz to myself- im all motivated for my workouts again!
AND soo happy to annonce my server's BACK UP! Working again- i'll have to check thru and fix things up by tomorrow;
im all stuck onto KAT-TUN now~ tsk tsk

So for now;
oyasumi!! jana!

Going BLACK-WHITE

2008-05-18T22:28:00.005+02:00

so its my turn for a new skin. and im going BLACK and WHITE. thou- the main polariod's in color mode; which directs your attention to Zack!! WOOT! Zack and Aerith- perfect couple. BUT damn it; they BOTH DIED! Well- Aerith died later in another game though- and Sephiroth killed her- ZZzz; why does all the good people has to DIE?

Well- i did alot of resource research and image research for this skin. Cos i usually plan how i should design a skin before sleep or early morning; when i woke up; dazzling minded- still in bed and think! but then sometimes things didnt turn out how it looks like from what i have imagined.

and DAMN IT!
My webhost SERVER IS STILL DOWN!
it's been a while now; they said 3 days; but now what? it feels like a week already!

that- surely spoils all the mood for the day.

okay~ continue my explaination to this new skin:
.the tagboard's layout changed too! xD But i guess only tagboards from Shoutmix could be in this format. AND a new PLAYLIST. Great music! Be sure to listen to every track. SE7EN's English Song: Girls {Sad to say- its only a PREVIEW} Listening to the song; it clearly and deeply reminds me of SE7EN's style in music. Cant wait for MV's too- I'd hope it'd be filled with powerful dance. And GazettE's Guren. Utada Hikaru's latest album's Flavour of life. KAT-TUN's latest single as well as old ones. Everything's nice ;)
.publishing! one post shown and the rest is replaced by a title that shortens the page load- cos my blog entries always turned out quite long- with all my crapping! Heh!
yeah~ so that's it for the change.

then- the day was kinda LONG and quite boring and irritated by my BROTHER; irritating me with his stories of MapleStory; pestering me to join him at the private server. Im like NO WAY! im not that free! and keeps repeating zillion times during the day! What's the point in playing MS;PS and lvl up to lvl70+ getting the 4th job status in ONE DAY? wouldnt it be meaningless?

thanks to Xero- who explained stuffs about Gazette to me. LOL and recommended me to watch some clips. [cant remember the long title]

first glance; they looked like emo-beings; psychos? weird style,. Guyz who look like girls; with heavy black makeup. One that wears noseband; smokes and sing at the same time in a MV, one of them who wears a hot pants- all the weird weird stuffs. after watching those clips; they are not emo actually; rather hyper- there's Aoi who gets angry easy? Reita who wears a NOSE BAND??!! who's actually quite funny and active- Ruki?? LOL {no comment about him} Kai who LOSE things EASILY {somehow quite funny} and Uruha- the one who wears hotpants {that really makes my hair stand} somehow LOVES alcohol. They're all normal other then their apperance. HAHA-
typing all these; im really laughing like some maniac to myself- yeah~ linmin probably's gonna say im a goner!

LOL XD; those tag's made my laugh like an idiot too. still 'is-it' LOL; HAHA-
Nevermind; im still the carol you know; filled with lame-ness and craps; yeah- that's probably ME! watashi!! xD haa- that was a little off-topic.

KAT-TUN - Lips
That was some nice MV ;D their mics are interesting. LOL-
I just realised- they had some sort of handsigns { \V/ } they'll make a twist sign- just like in Gokusen II- its like kawaii!! and so fun! LOL- its really some sort of my obession into jpop these days- i'd hope it'd stop a little.

But then; for now- im already in bed- blogging and ready to watch a new show!

Yukan Club
Shochikubai Miroku (Akanishi Jin) is the son of a police commissioner (father) and also a traveller (mother). Miroku has lots of connections and is a very good fighter. His interest is his motorcycle.

Kikumasamune Seishiro (Yokoyuma Yu) is the rich son of a large hospital. He also fights as well as Miroku. He is a good fighter with smarts.

Bido Granmarie (Taguchi Junnosuke) is the son of a Swedish ambassador. He's also a playboy, dating many girls at once. Granmarie can't see himself going steady because he thinks the world can't handle it.

Kenbishi Yuri (Minami) is the rich daughter of a world-renowned president of the Kenbishi Business. She loves to indulge on eating. She's also a good fighter, but can never beat Seishiro.

Hakushika Noriko (Kashii Yu) is the daughter of a famous japanese painter (father) and her mother is from a tradition tea ceremony family. Her only hate is men and can get very violent when they touch her.

Kizakura Karen (Suzuki Emi) lives with her mother, a rich jewel dealer. Her dream is to marry into a rich family using her attractive body and style.

Together, they formed the Yukan Club, solving mysteries to pass time.

It sounds pretty interesting. and oh~ Mike He's in it too. Aside from KAT-TUN members xD
{ma ma} im off watching;
Jana!

Cravings

2008-05-17T22:37:00.007+02:00

so yeah~ dad's not around over the weekend; he's off to some airshow somewhere in Orange {that's the place's called} somewhat 6hrs drive away from Home. It's a little boring without dad; but it could be a little helpful in someway; for example- the unreasonable power shutdown at 9pm.

they look like some takoyaki- stuffed with rice and fish- 9pieces for like 4euros. Cant say that its cheap- and the rice taste weird- i guess this is the only affordable-type of sushi i get in my area.
i want something like this:

this is more like sushi isnt it? ahh- from ichiban sushi in singapore

my favourite dish- salmon cheese! it may look like a weird combination- BUT the TASTEs' DARN REALLY GOOD..
argghh
looking at the photos make me HUNGRY!!

{photos from here}

and i just realised there's quite a new lists of stuffs i wanted. im into alot of jpop lately; after watching Gokusen 2; with 2 members of KAT-TUN; kame-chan and Jin. it's kinda unusual- i mean normally im more towards kpop then anything. but then lately; im listening to KAT-TUN; totally love their latest single; Dont you ever stop and Lovejuice. And a little Jrock; rather a tiny bit- just 2 songs; from GazettE. Linmin said its okay to like listening the song- but anything more than that would be gone case; LOL apparently; i really liked the song Guren. LOL her comment made me such an idiot in front of my laptop screen. {ma ma} AND i realised; jpop dance arent as 'powerful' as korean's. I suppose that's the difference? Somehow im attracted to kame-chan. LOL {i just cant remember his full name} HAHA- and he's YOUNG! 4yrs older than me. LOL; ~~im already laughing at my imagination if linmin reads this~~ but then again; my mother encouraged me to have a boyfriend who's 4years older then me. HA~
HAHA~ well; no way i'd forget SE7EN. Im desperately CRAVING for his US ALBUM to be OUT NOW; as SOON AS POSSIBLE. that little extract of one his new song Girls; NOT ENOUGH FOR ME. So let's see- there are 3 new DISCS; i wanna get.
SE7EN's 7rythm Concert DVD {ahh- this one's a little too expensive}
SE7EN's US Album
KAT-TUN's third album-
then~ these 2 arent out yet. i'll ONLY have to wait.

vectoring?

2008-05-16T22:29:00.006+02:00

ahh-
im glad that ive finally completed my presents for my buddies. which ive planned a few days ago. it's made with love; hoping that you guyz' would smile when you see it. neh~ for what occassion? I have no idea either- anyway; do need any special occasion to give presents to your friends?
im starting out a new series of blogskins design for them-
which turned out really hard-

VECTORS!
ive never thought they'd be this hard!

this is my second piece; i guess both my vectors' not really good at all; i mean- it doesnt really look like the original person. maybe digital painting might be easier. and the most difficult one would be VEXEL- that'd be the last thing i'd try for now-
im stuck on Huimin's vector! OMG~ im feeling soo BAD
honto ni gomenasai; if you guyz are displeased with the vector ive done,

now's my turn to emo-
argh! to make matters worse; my SERVER'S DOWN! im so lucky to decide to switch my blog host under blogger- so that's why you can still see this page! im going to reskin here again-

and it seems like everyone's down too-
everyone's having their problems and all- funnily all at the same time. what a coincidence

mi na san! let's cheer up okay!
now i feel like sleeping- but i will watch 1ep of zettai kareshi first;
and im all stuck onto the GazettE's new song; Guren- tsk tsk; all thanks to Xero. HA~
no worries; i really liked that song; thou its rather sad- but then maybe cos its a sad song thats why i somehow got attached to it?
and lastly;
im craving for icecream- gonna buy a tub tomorrow!

sorry for the inconvenience; if you looking for graphics in the site; they are temporary unavaliable.

my server's down again

2008-05-15T23:46:00.002+02:00

ahh- my server's down again
so ive redirected the main page to my blog entries.

so the rest of the section WON'T work.
i wonder when it'd be back up again. ><

anyway-

ive completed something nice today-

my very first vector- not really perfect thou; but i guess it's nice and presentable. thou it didnt really resemble the original person. =X
practise makes perfect!

who is that? hehe~

just make a guess yourself.

just did this out of my little idea of a interesting plan of mine-
which is not yet revealed.

ive totally paused on my digital painting on cloud. =S but i'll continue soon enough i guess

argh-
im in some kinda dilema- wondering if i should change host or not; but if i do; i'll have to re-do tones of stuffs which will make me go nutz- then right at this moment- the server's down!! well; they are saying that they're upgrading the system

whatever-
tomorrow's already friday..

time really flies!

just for laughs?

2008-05-13T19:35:00.005+02:00

oooooooooooh yeah~
dunno whether to consider this a prank or not;
it's rather lame to 'fight' with oyaji

he typically shut down electrical power at 9 last night

motive??

so that i wouldnt be able to watch dramas/animes or do anything i want
with my laptop

i mean

it's only 9pm
and the sky outside was still BRIGHT

like day-

how could you expect me to sleep?

instead- teamed up with bro to find electricity supply.
indeed we found one-

but;
while i was in the toilet;
oyaji sneaked upstairs and stole my laptop's charger; using the toilet's flushing's sound to hide his creeking sounds

how sneaky!!

whatever- i wont LOST! zettai-ni NO WAY

LOL-
its not that i will die without laptop you know?

heh~
im picking up alot more of japanese words than usual-

thanks to watching jdramas these days.
any recommendation??

i'd recommend Gokusen-
it's really really touching; and i teared kinda ALOT

The plot involves Kumiko Yamaguchi, the granddaughter of a Yakuza boss. Her parents died when she was younger, and her grandfather has no other descendants, so Kumiko is next in line to head the family business with the title of Ojou. However, her lifelong dream has been to become a teacher. While her grandfather approves of her choice, others in the family want her to become the next boss, especially Tetsu, who is secretly in love with her.

Kumiko (known by her students as "Yankumi") becomes a teacher at an all-boys private high school. Her class is full of delinquents, but she tries her hardest to teach them not just about academics (her subject is Mathematics), but about lessons of life, much like any "dedicated teacher" story. Though she's forced to keep her family a secret from the public, her Yakuza upbringing gives her the strength and the experience to reach out to her students, while also providing comedic relief.

that's the story-
its' really hilarious;

i mean-

there's a scene where by the students gather around and form a circle while 2 students are in the middle fighting with their fits;
and when one's down-
Yankumi was cheering him to get back up and fight?

where would you find any teacher like her?

thou she's like that-
but she's really great! a really really sugoi sensei!

before i continue;
ive come across this-
enjoy laughing!! LOL; i did laugh like mad thou

toilet papers are free arent they?

do you need to plan before slipping? LOL-

who would dare do that?

ouch!!! it'd hurt!

nah~ cheated out of breath?

oh- becos it's crap; that's why those fireworks couldnt WORK! {BAKA!}

if you wanna hurt yourself; go ahead!

ha~

how can you clean the chair and table when you're already DEAD?

LOL-

lastly; enjoy this song

KAT TUN - Dont you ever stop;
i thought the song was nice

happy b.okachan's day

2008-05-12T14:36:00.005+02:00

happy okachan's day~
i guess mom didnt even know about it neither; or did she know but kept quiet? {thank you Mabelle for the wonderful kits}
nevermind~ i've scrapped this page for her.

and funnily its all pinkish
well im all blackish-
yet i've gotta say ive got a new set of undergarments somehow pinkish too.
shocking for myself

time for a change? maybe?

last night, a couple of dad's frenz came for dinner;
uncle daniel brought Jeddie along {i dunno how to spell}; a jack russell~
who reminds me alot of dotdog. X) {aww- i kinda miss him too}
kawaii~ne; exploring my house and all; trying to make friends with next door's yorkshire terrier?
soo funny-

and today morning;
had breakfast at mc donalds;

i only have one comment:

lousy

it's seriously lousy!
cos the most important part; they dont have harshbrown! its kinda like the most important food in a mc donald's breakfast set; and they dont have it!
even their breakfast sets are different;
but come to think of it; they only had one set-
it comes with 2pancakes and 1 egg mcmuffin; orange juice, coffee/hot chocolate and a yogart
and that's it
and its like somewhat 10sing dollars-

its all pathetic! ><

i guess when im back in singapore for holiday; i'd be feeling that everything is so cheap comparing it to euro.

then went to the beach- for a stroll with the dogs-
Jeddie, Black Jack and Jackpot! 3 jack russells- not too sure;
it was fun to see them enjoying around

aww-

im hoping for a golden retriever!

ma~ anyway
ive finally gotten a pair of rollerblades!

i'd be off blading somewhere =D

im tagged!

2008-05-08T22:03:00.007+02:00

since im being tagged by linmin; no point running-
it could even be fun!
LOL

#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
firstly, probably burst with anger- then demand an explaination.
{isnt that the most probable reaction?}

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
hoho- my dreams are kinda big; that's why i call them dreams.
i'd like to become Louis Vuitton's art director.
{make use of my french language/ enjoy my working time designing}

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
i dunno why; but i'd always thought it'd be in a church; with little kids-
throwing those flowery confetti- sounds of bells and birds.
and filled with alot alot of my wonderful friends and family {of-cos}

#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
probably a little. i mean- i know what's coming up ahead;
but im not sure if i can do it well without facing difficulties.
no matter what; i will have to break those walls coming up!!

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
frankly speaking; i'd prefer he's rather mischevious and has tons on ideas on his head; which means he gotta be smart. nice body! (tan; muscular, tall, nice hairstyle;) {lol~ i bet someone's laughing; if i continue- it'd be overboard} charming, someone whos able to make my heart beat like mad- mature, responsible, loyal {who doesnt want a loyal lover?} outgoing, and loves only ME! :D

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
of cos; it'd be being able to love someone and at the same time being loved by someone.

#7 if the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for him/her to change his/her feeling?
nah~ i wouldnt do that. it could be a waste of time. i'd rather spend more time on friends =P

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? Wait for him/her to break up?
it's evil to tink like that! i wouldnt want to break up other's happiness.

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
YES! DAMN IT!-
everyone flied my kite. all holiday plans for 5days are cancelled!!
*sobsob*

#10 what do you want most in life?
being sucessful?

#11 is being tagged fun?
oh yeah! i mean; for someone like me; goes around and read- the tagger's answer and laughs to herself; so yeah- its FUN XD

#12 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
1st 5yrs = study like hell?
next 5yrs = work hard to aim for what i want?

#13 who is currently the most important person to you?
family, friends!
oh- i wanna add in, ZACK FAIR! {go ahead and laugh =D}

#14 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
a bestie of a kind =D
whom i bully alot; i mean- by teasing. and tons of teasing. i wonder if she can take it.
gomenasai oneesan- you know; im just playful and sometimes
rebellious
XD

#15 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
i wouldnt mind being rich but single. just do whatever i want to. help the poor? donate money and do charity.
married and poor would be alright with me too- because even if im poor, im not alone-
i have someone by my side to stand by me and give me the support that i need.

#16 what's the first thing you do every morning?
this is a good question.
firstly; cancel handphone's alarm- drop back to sleep.
secondly; 1)my brother comes in and jump into my bed- putting his whole weight on me
or
2) my brother switches on the light and shines them on my eyes
or
3)my brother snatches all my blanket and pillows away

consequences = i'd scream and shout and !@#$%^ like hell early in the morning
and tries to go back to sleep.
{no JOKE! its' seriously like this EVERYDAY}

#17 would you give all in a relationship?
yeah- everything.
hold on a sec- maybe the relationship with my brother's a little hard.
i probably would only give 70% of my all-
looking at how badly he treats me. ><

#18 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
nah~ im not so greedy to like 2 person.
but im greedy to like alot of characters {Zack, Cloud, Sephiroth} LOL- but its not the same thing.
so this question is inapplicable..

#19 what type of friends do you like?
fun and funny peeps. friends who have the same interest or not doesnt matter- if they have; its just a bonus point. XD
lovable, understanding friends
and obviously not friends who will 'use' me to achieve anything. >.<

#20 if you played a prank on someone, & he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
if its a cyber-prank- i'd probably be laughing like mad or like a baka in front of my laptop' screen.
if its a normal prank-
i'd still laugh like mad-

let's see who can i tag?
no-one; those that i can tagged- are tagged by linmin already.

and it seems like my answer's are rather long

*****

so yeah- the 5days holiday started-
but im stuck at home instead.
....
its soo boring-
instead i spent almost half the day posting forum posts at animepaper's
vampire knight group- well; at least it was fun-

watched bleach-
i was like XD couldnt stop my laughter; it really feels like its been a long time since ive watched bleach; i guess now's another time for fillers again..
but i suppose its not that bad- so it's quite alright..

ohh- and i found another manga to read;
honey x honey drops
the storyline's soo funny. XD

Hagino Yuzuru is a common girl who takes a normal course of Hojo High School. When she works part-time job during summer break, she makes trouble with Renge Kai of the Kuge course which many rich people take. After the summer break, she finds that she was chosen as Kai's "HONEY". The HONEY is a partner of a MASTER, a Kuge course student, to take care of him until he graduates from the school, and the HONEY is chosen from the normal course student. The HONEY is exempt from paying tuition fee. It is a fascinating condition for Yuzuru because her family is badly off. However, if she quits being HONEY, she will be expelled from the school. Getting involved with Renge Kai, one of the special students, could be a big mistake for Yuzuru.

from wikipedia.
HAAHA- Renge Kai; im quite in love with him myself while reading the manga.
i really like his character. =D
so i can say this= i'd like a boyfriend like him. cos he's very caring afterall-
ahh- now i gotta wait for people to scan it and translate it.
its' all the waiting again!
waiting is so miserable. =S

on another hand; im also reading alot of these short stories-
they are kinda funny XD
now i have no idea on which anime to watch;
i thought of trying DeathNote-

See this!
My crisis core; my game's already here-
and im trying to play slowly;
i wonder what will happen to me when i completed the game.
i'd be SAD *sobs*

and ive added 6 songs from Crisis Core's OST
simply love it-

and im all motivated to make a new wall for my desktop
which is deeply inspired by a wall i saw at animepaper;
i might be able to stare at it for a long time too,
and i actually- digi-paint a photograph of the interior of a church-
but in the end; it couldnt be seen much.

but i still love it. =D
i'd probably add it to my site's collection too.

screams

2008-05-07T11:27:00.004+02:00

AHH!!!

OMG!

the upcoming holiday plans...
are

cancelled!

argh! Now what? damn it! i thought it was so good to be able to go on a long holiday for..
5 days! NOW-
its all CANCELLED! WTH
everyone 'flied my kite'

seriously!
it freaks me out. i was all prepared
now its all cancelled!

now mum's all kicking me to go for my theory classes-
argh~ and there- one thick-skinned skin requester who wants me
to change the background color for the skin.
it kinda boils my blood to pester that much-
perhaps i should change my skin requests rules.

argh~
what a damn week-
yet its only the beginning.

{ma;ma}
on the good side; i've finally recieved
linmin's missing letter!!

so now~
i'll have 2 special letters to reply!
one for venice
one for linmin~

i guess i'll do some planning on the design XD
oh well~ ive already completed one- but not yet for the contents.

change of plans

2008-05-05T22:23:00.005+02:00

its funny to say that im a litte skin-crazed today.
broke my record and made 3 skins that's added on to the site, which i could say~
how unusal

ha~ and 3 peeps told me that my site's cool
which really brightens up my day!
**huggs** thanks!

im motivated to do tones of stuffs!! but- i guess somehow it just couldnt really do it-
becos of the fact that im being dragged {in my head} by the driving theory!!
ARGH!!!
ha- its been a week since my last class- i'll be dropping by again tomorrow.

ahh!
i love my latest Max;Changmin's skin~ becos of the little vector
i draw in illustrator.
cant help it but to find it cute!! XD

and ive turned it into an avatar too.

Let's see; i wanna DRAW! draw something!! oh well~ Zack to be more precised.
See what i saw on deviant art to make me motivated?

i'll have to say! This LOOKS soo great!!
ZACK ZACK ZACK!! omg! ZACK!
LOL- im a little off by my self. I'll dig some time out for this; but i guess i cant really draw that well- and its been a while since i drew!
and oh~ i even had a drawing request by Sarah; which i havent start of cos.

ahh- how much i love zack man!

oh~ I just realised how many hugs have increased. Since i last saw~ it was 10; then 20 and 21 today!!
Thank you visitors/readers/requestors! ~ who ever you are? XD

And there- i said;
there's a change of plans. not going to Nice anymore-
ahh- its a little sad to hear that im not going to that beautiful summer place; but now im heading north to Germany!! Whooo

the place that i'll be visiting isnt 100% confirmed! but i know i might probably be able to meet up with my german friends~ If they remembered me. HA~
no more beach~ instead shopping might have been much better-

bah~ there's not much of sun today either! it was raining in the morning!!!
._. it clearly spoils everything

its been long since im on this VK wall- i guess i'd change it SOON~
i kinda have an idea for my next wall.

right now- i'd be jumping into my bed watching MAR~ gosh! my brother watched even faster than me!

Cafe?

2008-05-04T23:57:00.003+02:00

summer surely feels good-
cant help it but to say it again and again! How long has it been since ive felt the heat?? it's almost 7months! and wow~ what a number!!

so in the end, on saturday- my family did go to town afterall~ especially after my bragging and stuffs. of cos; during a time like this, it'd be better to be under the sun than under the roof right??

first stop: eurasia!
there's only one word about my visit there; which was 'SUAY' i mean~ totally 'suay' cos they've only left with 3 cans of green tea!
HOW'S that pathetic 3bottles gonna satisfy me? I had no chance either to ask if they had stock or something~ everything was at the shelf- DARN!

~then
it's ZARA. sales isnt going on. nothing to shop, but the prices of jeans are surprisingly cheaper than singapore and cheaper than what i'd expect. As if i could buy either- window shopping at Bordeaux Lac shopping center was too fast- i didnt stop by Ben&Jerry's coffee shop for ice cream neither-

Last stop at bordeaux before driving home's city center:streets! Hopped by bodyshop to check things out- and not surprisingly there's not alot of people in town. They probably headed to the beach instead. And went to Mc Cafe for 'tea'
been a long while since i drank Cafe Mocha!! Totally in love with it~

the taste's great! I never thought Mc Cafe's cafe mocha would be so nice. XD Or is it becos i hadnt had one for too long?? it was actually really easy to make that pattern on top! which deeply reminded me of Coffee Prince; which actually triggers something on mum too.
oh yeah~ Venice mentioned about a french pastery~ Macarons; Mc Cafe's selling 5pieces for 5.95euros

what are macarons??

there!! {X} tiny yet colorful burger-like pasteries; mom offered to buy to try out- but nah~ i didnt get those. instead; i had the classics: moelleux au chocolat XP
chocolates chocolates and chocolates!

i'll definitely gain alot of extra weight =X

before heading home; went to hyper U for groceries and culture plus to get papers!! =D
I've a fun idea about that. ~snigs~

today!! joined my parents and their friends to sunday market for breakfast! Hoho- Cacoa drink was delicious but it wasnt enough for me. =S Ordered another cup of Cappucino!

hooho-
another coffee drink~
taste great but i'd prefer mocha more!

oh yeah~
ive a great news:

upcoming thursday till monday- i will be missing in action and off to Nice! Southern East of France. Watched Mr Bean's holiday?? He was going to the beach Cannes? yep im going there! slightly further; NICE! YES!!
Cant wait for it. It'd be my second time there!!
and FEEL the SUN!

i wanna get tanned!!

oh yeah- i forgot to mention;
ive changed my blog page to blogger page instead of my cutenews;
if you'd like to link directly to my blogpage- {which i dont encourage}
it'd be:

rants-or-delights.blogspot.com

ahh- cant think of anything nice; only that.

Feel the sun! Part I

2008-05-02T22:36:00.001+02:00

Ahh~~~ the weather's good!!!!!!!!!!!!! TOO good, and makes me all happy! That's why i said feel the sun!! Unlike singapore, the weather here's all dry- so even its hot; the feeling is different. And just upon typing- i just realised how much more i sweat today. Which was soo usual- cos i hardly sweat. No idea why. I want it to be warmer!! LOL- somewhere ard 26 to 28degrees, and it'd make me day.
Today could almost say its my first time going out with my friends here. How weird, they definitely dont have the same usuals as singaporeans.
Well- the best thing was i was LATE. {Gomenasai} I didnt mean to be late. I mean- the transport here works really weird- i dont even know how to go to beach by bus- nor how the bus works. But i know there's a busstop near my house. Checked the timing- the destination; [wrong] not the correct stop. ><

As requested for photos!!
There you see, clear blue sky and all- great temperature.. {scrapping explains it all} And the bus intervals are like 1hr! So if you miss it, and that's it. In the end, i walked back home and changed to a sleeveless top- then rush off to train station.
I ALMOST missed it too!! When i arrive, the train already arrived, and i hadnt get my ticket yet! I was like, OMG!!! The machine was there- i was clicking like mad- then hop onto it, and there it goes, the train's on the way already- if i was any second later- i'd probably walk home instead. But in the end, i still reached the beach, Arcachon.

Taaada- it's a little rude to take photos there i guess- i mean there are people who were half-naked tanning on the beach- but anyhow; since requested i managed to take some. Introducing Aracachon- a little town further from my area; La Teste and the nearest beach- It actually stretches quite some long distance- and see that little house building?? It's actually a merry-go-round, Carousel. Ahh- i should go on it some day XP {jeez; thou im no kid, but its fun}

My friends and I are sitting on some sort of bench that separates the pavement and the sandy beach- so we're somehow higher- that this'; shower is in front of us. Which didnt work- before this 2 little kids- there was 2 'handsome' guy as labelled by Sarah- who came by. LOL
Talking about handsome-ness; those 2 ladies are talking soo much about handsome guyz that make my chuckle like mad in some way- it seems like that's the only thing they know how to do.

Candy camera. The one in blue's called Alexica and the other's Sarah- oh; see that bench thingy?? Haa- and behind; there's lotsa people walking around. And on the beach; there's alot of families and little children, i was wondering if their parents need to work???

This time round i'm included into the photo!! Haa-
Didnt really have alot of photo either- cos Alexica didnt like taking photos- what a pity.

Well- i had a strawberry milkshake from the Coffeeshop; but i guess i made a big mistake; the taste's a little weird and too sweet! No idea why i didnt get the chocolate one instead- had a scope of chocolate icecream too-
and oh- ICE CREAM; I just realised that tub of Hagen Daz' Midnight Chocolate Cookies was nicer than Ben&Jerry's Chocolate fudge brownie! LOL- that comment was a little lame/off-topic.
Strolled along the streets- then when in to a perfume shop. Sarah wanted to get a sample of one the MALE perfume. HA~ I guess she's really into guyz- desperately hoping to find a handsome boyfriend or something. Then she went showing us, rather let us smell one of the guyz' she liked- I was like WHAT?? You really are that free to find out what perfume guyz use??? HAHA- i was shaking my head laughing out-
ahh- i just realised that i forgot to tell her that i saw the guy at the beach a few weeks before at arcachon beach- she'd be shocked to hear that- and if i tell her; i know his best friend- she'd be like WHAT?? why didnt you tell me?
LOL predictable reaction. But i guess it wouldnt work- cos those guyz- pretend not to know me; thou we used to be in the same class- alot of them are like that- they'd just pretend that they dont know me; but then now that im returned; i guess they changed their attitude slightly, thou they still somehow ignored me but they are actually staring at me. Im like, !@#$#!!! Perhaps becos i looked too different to the Carol that they used to know or something.

Took the bus home at 18H05- and reached my stop- got off and walked back home. Alot of cars by the side- then there was one of them slowed down- and tried to talk to me i guess- cos music was on; HA! You bet; i couldnt hear anything else other than my songs. 2 guyz in the car, they were like laughing or something then waved hi to me thru the side mirror. I was like.. HAHA- who are you??
But on another hand; SOON- i'll be like them; on the car- and MYSELF. So i guess it'd be the next summer- or this year late summer before i can drive solo-ly.
Then.. after a while, it was Dad's car driving pass- i was like; LAME!! So in the end- dad fetch me home by that 100meters or something.
That's my day!!

JEEZ! Tomorrow's weather's gonna be soo damn good; yet it seems like the family's not going to town any more.
ARGHHH!! What am i supposed to do?? I wanna go walk around!!
Feel the SUN!